7.7.07

The rude shock of thunder woke me up.
It was raining. I couldn't be happier.
Yesterday marks the end of our 8.30-4.30 two weeks attachment.
It was not so bad. I think they heard our complaints :S
The church people came and sung hymns.
Amazing grace~
School's starting on monday. Love and hate the feeling of going back to school.
and we are not done with our projects yet. neh neh.
I just realised something. I dont listen to cheena songs this days. My main mp3 folder which has got 128 songs are all english songs. The chinese songs are all in the rest of the folders. and i only listen to them say once in a blue moon? erh.
Say bye. Meeting the twinnes and nen later.
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5.7.07
Memory lane.

Shag.
Attached to Clementi Eldercare centre.
Damn HAPPY. Cause its near my house so i do not have to wake up so early. lols.
Its boring there hur.
Nearly dozed off while watching those videos.
I dont really like the staff there :X
With the exceptions of a few of them.
We are nurses not performers.
the year 1 gets the shit job.
but its this shit that matured us.
I cant wait to see this week move along.
Saw this vintage bag i wanted online. But its a spree. They are capping at 15 orders before they closed it. But the problem now is they ain't any orders yet. Should i buy? tsk
Attached to Clementi Eldercare centre.
Damn HAPPY. Cause its near my house so i do not have to wake up so early. lols.
Its boring there hur.
Nearly dozed off while watching those videos.
I dont really like the staff there :X
With the exceptions of a few of them.
We are nurses not performers.
the year 1 gets the shit job.
but its this shit that matured us.
I cant wait to see this week move along.
Saw this vintage bag i wanted online. But its a spree. They are capping at 15 orders before they closed it. But the problem now is they ain't any orders yet. Should i buy? tsk
I miss them~
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4.7.07
Its 12pm and i am already back home.
I learn nothing today.
Health Promotion Board was Boring with a big B.
As long as we get our log book sign, nothing else matters.
Oh joy!
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus
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3.7.07
ahama gave me a sweet today (:
I am damn HAPPY kies. It really motivated me.
I saw this ahma having some difficulties in shifting the chairs, so i went over to help her. Suddenly this ahma, who was on the bed, gave me a sweet out of her pocket. Than she said something in hokkien. but alamak i still dont understand. whatever it is, it is so SWEET of her ^^
was really very HAPPY after that.
Dad taught me how to speak a few more simple hokkien words.
I tried transfering a ahma from the wheelchair to the bed. heng she is not that big size so i can still manage. Was so afraid i do not have the strength to carry the ahma but there are no other nurses in the room so i end up having to do it on my own. However i know even if i do not have the strength, i will never drop the ahmas. That would be the last thing i would ever do. I rather risk injuring myself than the ahmas. anyway was really happy when i manage to do it. Its my first time transfering a real patient.
Its the ahma's smile that kept me going (:
I need to train my arm muscle.
I nearly doze off when some school ( shall not mention the school name ) came to do a performance for the residents there. They were really that boring luh. Even the ahmas/ ahgongs say so. Hahas.
but i like the part where they sang the christian songs.
I sign up for basic bible knowledge class. Hopefully will be baptise at the end of the year.
Omg. Dad just told us that our neighbour died. haiz.
Life is so fragile. Treasure the ones around you.
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2.7.07

I wore my white specs instead of contact lenses today.
I look like a nerd. but Whatever. I need to give my eyes some rest.
Attachment at Orange Valley Nursing Home.
Was posted to the 3rd level with Xinmin. The residents at the 3rd level are mainly ahmas who suffers from dementia and Schizophrenia.
Its really heart breaking to see them in that manner. Its like their second childhood. The way they think or behaves sometimes resembles a child.
I wonder what would i be like 50 years down the road. Seeing them like that really scares me.
and i learn a few hokkien words today. Damn proud of myself. hahas. I dont know how to speak hokkien previously luh and now i can speak a few simple words.
Got my handphone back.
but my Spongebob song is gone :(
Been feeling rather low lately. and i guess i am not the only one feeling that way. anyway JIAYOU BABES ! We can do it de. Stressful days will be over soon.
can i freeze time ? I miss the times spend with Smoking Point T.T
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29.6.07

My last day at Choa Chu Kang Polyclinic.
Saw quite a few of his bpgh friends there. Think they are sick or something.
Anyway thats not the point.
Really enjoyed myself today.
I am over that depressed mood already.
Was attached to the dressing room.
I can safely say i am not afraid of blood :)
Help the nurses there to open the dressing kit. Saw how they dress the open wound etc.
To think i was so afraid i would faint or vomit at the sight of blood that i could hardly sleep last night.
The five days in polyclinic has been an eye opener for me. Saw many stuffs that we did not learn in school. Made many new friends who had guided me esp the friends i made from ITE. They have worked in hospital before thus they know roughly what should been done. I dont know why, but i always feel so safe with them around. LOLS.
Wohhooo.....i shall reward myself for the hardwork by SHOPPING tmr (:
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28.6.07
My little miss trouble tee is here.
NPSU cd is here too.
My handphone died today. Will send it for repair tmr.
For now, i have to use my oh so good china brand phone :(
Its back to the good old days hur.
I am so dependent on my handphone's camera that i could hardly live without it. But do i have a choice now?
Lord give me the strength please ~ i am so worried that i might break down again. i really dont like it when people look at us in a certain way. I really dont like it.
Aside from that, was attached to well women clinic and the referral room.
Gain quite abit from the well women clinic. Shall not go into details cause this stuffs are kinda confidential.
Maybe, i woke up from the wrong side of the bed today. GOODBYE.
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27.6.07
Day 3
Attached to the diabetic retinopathy photograpy and diabetic foot screening room for the first half of the day.
Was taught on how they test the senses of the diabetic patient's leg. Than how they do the photograpy of the eye etc.
I have no appetite to eat.
For the second half of the day, its the care manager room.
Saw how the nurse communicate with the patient and gave advice on how to improve their diet.
My chinese like kanasai.
I need to learn how to speak dialects.
I have to learn simple malay.
Attachment is fun (:
boo-hoo. Say no to school.
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26.6.07
Was attached to the children's health area.
The babies are orh so adorable (:
*Yawn* There must be something real wrong with me. I dont know why i cant sleep peacefully without thinking about what happen in the polyclinic. ( as in the cute babies etc ) The noises, they will just start to ring in my head.
I need the strength.
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25.6.07

Life is all about being prim and pretty, till you seen the real world.
First day of my attachment at Choa Chu kang polyclinic.
The staff nurses were friendly, the bunch of friends were great.
I guess i will be able to learn loads there.
The second half of the day was spent at Bukit Batok Polyclinic where we went to this gallery to view the history/memories of nursing.
And by chance, Mediacorp was there to film some documentary. That guy filmed a few shots of us. Not very sure whether it would feature us on tv though, since we are not the main motive they are there for. They were there to film this retired nurse on how she help the poor etc etc, so to reminisce the past, the nursing history. It will be aired in August i think, in conjunction of Singapore's birthday.
I cant understand why some people are so weird as to stare at us when we are in our nurses uniform. Haven't they seen a nurse before?
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