He was my North , my South , my east and west
My working week and my sunday rest
My noon , My midnight , my talk , my song ;
I thought that love would last forever : I was wrong

The stars are not wanted now ; put out every one ,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun ,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods ;
For nothing now can ever come to any good .



I feel so high today......like super duper high..........Oh yes talk to dao dao yesterday.....and he sure do live up to his name........Dont know what to say about him.....


The first thing i did when i saw my classmates was shriek and start telling them about what happen yesterday..........Whoo......i love my MI friends.........BUT STILL I MISS MY OLD CLIQUE........Had so much fun guy-watch with them....Gossiping about 'our guys' and some other people......But i do hate it when they gossip about my friends.......Like what is so wrong with them.....Cant they see that i am right in front of them and there they are talking bad about my friends........Girls are scary when they gossip about other people bad things...........So off i go to library.............No luck in seeing dao dao there.......Thought he might be there if he is not at the canteen but nah..............


So i am in those yay-ness feeling t0day.........


Yewey accompanied me to shop shop after school......Went town.........Saw lots of MI people there be it Pre-U 1 or Pre-U 2 or 3........Bought chicken wings at Tangs??? Yummy......Its been a long long time since i ate chicken wings from that stall........* i can feel my tummy grumbling now * So after we grab our lunch = Chicken wings......We went Topshop.......saw a really pretty jacket......wanted to get identical ones so that we can wear it to school and ITS LIKE SO CHEAP CAN........but in the end did not get it as there is no bigger size for Yewey..........she wanted her jacket to be those oversized type.......But kinda regreted not buying that jacket.....So maybe Friday if i town with her again i may buy it.....thats is if i feel rich...... (:


Than went Mango......The shops at Tangs......than Forever 21.......Whee......i bought for myself another long sleeve top from Forever 21......Like finally i gotten another one......So now i have two pinky long sleeve shirt in my cupboard..........So yupp than went Taka to search for hibiscus for our dear Yewey pet caterpillar........She is the weirdest girl i know who keeps caterpillars as pets.......But still i love her......haha.............So today is the first time i went town without going to Far East..........Oh and i didn't know that Orange Julius sells Ice cream.....hmm.....$1 for a big big portion of ice cream.......I love ice cream.....it keeps me happy (:


Had a long long chat with her today.....Found out more about her.....Had so much fun shopping with her and all.......YAY so happy that at last i found a new shopping buddy......And i want that Perlini bag.......Its so nice.............Too bad i am poor.......Shall save to buy it............


Whee``` off i go.......



Heaved a big sigh for relief....hurhur......Time to catch my breath......


YAY......Praying do work.....Praise the lord !!! i was praying so hard for them to win and they did......Like horray!!! God is powerful......Really really powerful....... (:


So yes Dao guy did not want to talk to me i think.....Cause i never even see him online since like ytd when i added him......Dao guy is indeed really very dao......blahx


Ah yes tell me about today......Nothing gets more boring than Literature lesson in MI.........Looking at a teacher with big bust and dress sense that i simply dont understand......hmm.......Its distracting enough..........So i was in this sleepy mode.........Hardly able to keep my eyes open and *whines* i do not have sour gummies with me.......and I am like so craving for them......So GP was next and we watched some super boring documentary on THE POLITICAL ECONOMY OF THE MASS MEDIA......sounds interesting but ya you immediately fall asleep after the documentary was played......Yawning my way through the whole documentary.........So ok my day ended there with Maths lesson......was completely drown in my train of thoughts.....Thinking about him and him.........Ok whatever......This is such a complicated world...........


So keslyn was telling me how her friend met with an accident.......Like arrgh Why is life so fragile ? One moment you maybe talking to this person happily and the next the person is on the ground.......If it was me i would have like cried buckets and buckets......tsk tsk......I love my life and i am so unwilling to give it up......But i know someday i will have to.........i know i should never be too attached to this worldly possession cause the thing that mean most to you should be those that are high above the sky......I do hope i have a place in heaven cause i really dont want to be burning in hell........ =X Sometimes the thought of dying do really scare me alot......Sometimes i get really afraid of not being able to wake up from my sleep.......Like those unspeakable fear you have in your heart........Ok enough of the emo-ness


I want to shop badly and school's ending early tmr......Wanted to ask bestie pei me shop but cant seem to be able to get her :( the rest are all working left me lo.......Anyone free to pei me shop tmr ?? I do want shop badly like really really badly..........


Dots.....Like some stupid random guy added me in msn last time and now asked for my number like you qian da arh ??? Not as though you are him or dao dao.......Still dare dots me when i dont want give you my number.....Neh neh...........Go wash your toilet la.............


Love makes you do the wacky......



[ + add on ]

Ooo....So dao dao did not block me after all.....cause i just saw him online just right after i post this post.......whee.......i am happy.......... (:



OMG.....i cant believe i actually did that.......I added Dao guy....like omg.......I could have killed myself for doing such a thing but yupp i still did anyway.......Ok whatever......


So today i am in this happy happy floaty mood..........


I think i am scary.......Correction i think girls are scary when they stalk guys......Had so much fun stalking guys with the girls in MI.........Life cant get any better than just drooling at hot guys.......haha..........


So YAY met fiqa and someone today......I so jealous can.....hurhur.........You the best le la.....People always cannot get their first choice have to settle for the second best than you leh....so lucky get your first choice guy........So yupp sold my necklace to her.....i still feel so poor.....Wonder isit my wallet got a hole and i did not notice in....Money is rolling in yet i cant seem to find the money in my wallet.......All drop out le isit ??? I feel poor * whines * i whine alot.......


There has been like so many changes in this mere 29 days.......Enough of changes please !



I spend like $50 plus on materials to make necklace in just two days =X like omg.....Wo zhen de heng poor le.....Someone please help me by buying my necklace...... (:


Went town with Jer......supposed to buy the topshop tops but hmm none is of my liking so off to Far east.....Walk walk walk......get some inspiration there for my necklace than down to Cine hoping that i can find the heart thingy that i wanted....Cine is full of memories lah......Ok whatever.....Its been hundred of years since i been there........But darn they dont have it so down to heeren........Again they dont have the thing i want......Arrgh.......Bought sour gummies there....I love gummies.......(:


Since they dont have what i wanted so decide to train down to dhoby ghaut since both of us have never really walk the dhoby ghaut exchange there before.....So yupp the things there was so-so.....nothing appeals to my liking and to think that i thought it was a wonderful place to shop.....Must be the Media's influence.......Ok so train down to our secret hideout to get our stuffs......After all that inspiration i was inspired to make like another 2 necklace......but i think i will only upload it on saturday cause saturday is the day when i make more new necklaces.....So yupp i shall not break this cycle........Shall try to save money.....All my earnings are spend away.......I will feel richer tmr after i get my money.....Whee i am so happy......


Oh oh and before i forget i saw SHAWN LEE today....Yes that I Not Stupid guy....That guy whom i use to go ga-ga over.......That guy who make me want to cab to clementi stadium so that i can catch a glimpse of him.......Yes thats him.......Saw him at Jurong east station today was standing just so close to him.......Thought that was it but mama ask me go Jurong point to eat after that so yay i took the same train as him (-_-!!!)


I miss SP like alot alot.......Girls....Esp shannen and angela babes......YOU ALL WHEN FREE LA ??? I want meet up !!!!! (:


* Misses



Its the 27 today.....And yupp if you know what that means.......Mummy ask me about how i and him now le.....No choice but to say le...... =X thought of keeping it from mummy cause ya but nah no choice lo.....So tell tell tell.............Like abit funny lah of all days today ask me.........


Met 2 buyers today and post some stuffs total earnings for today : $39 but but but......Dont so fast woah first.......I spend almost all that i earn today at somewhere.......Like arrgh.........Heart-pain la..........Earn so much than lose so much money........Can feel the hole in my pocket le....exaggerate abit....Bought all my materials and stuffs for my necklaces......To date I have like 20 plus necklaces at home lo..........And i saw so many nice clothes and i am so tempted to splurge all my money there.....But too bad i have no money to splurge on such stuffs at all......One minute i feel rich and the other i am poor again......But still i wanna shop tmr........I want I want.....* whines *


Its like a week plus plus before the release of the O result......Its getting nearer and nearer each day.......Wo bu yao time to pass so quickly......I want time to freeze right back on 270606 or maybe when i am looking at my eye candy =X But nah time march right pass your face so no point saying this and that........Gotten enjoy myself right now before i cry on 9 of feb be it cries of laughter or sadness......


Oh and YAY i am so happy that i went for MI dance on friday.......Just when i say i am not going back there again my 3 other good friends ask me to go so was like i dont want.......Go lah.....I dont want.....Go lah situation.....But alas i still go......But i feel so lucky that i go.....They dance contemporary dance.......We learn their SYF dance steps and it was like woah quite nice ba.......I love their moves some sort of ballet type.............Next week no dance so i shall rot at home and be fat.........


Oh its SATURDAY today......Saturday means shopping day and when i shop i make new necklaces.....Check this one out......Its called Kitty Calls......Dont ask me why i gave such a stupid name.....That is because i cant think of a better name and i am like so bad at thinking flowery name and flowery reason for you to buy mine necklace so i just have to make do with such names i can think of..............Do visit www.girls-closet.blogspot.com.......



Burn fats Burn !!! So PE was not as horrible as last week....No more fainting spells and what have you.....Maybe i am already getting use to it.....Still have the breath to play captain ball after PE......Gotten to bond more with my classmates through the games as yupp teamwork is all the game is about............So blah blah blah..........My mom seems to allow me to withdraw already cause i tell my mum that i dont want to go MI if my O results sucks cause its abit pai seh if everybody keep asking you......than my mum say than go take withdrawal form if you dont want lo........But hai......i will miss my OG mates and 07-A1 classmate.....Many strong friendship bonds was form despite it being like only 3 weeks plus of school.......I learn alot from them and have learn to be more outgoing and talk more ??? Cause their thinking is Arts student are talkative people.....hmmm.......


Oh and i just know that they are like so many christians in my class......Had fun talking to some of them about their churches and yay i got to know more about christ........And what i had thought about that church......hmm....Maybe its not that bad after all........Just the media that makes it look bad.....If you know what church i am talking than ok....if dont know than nevermind........



O result is like going to be release real soon.....Wo heng pai..... * prays *






Warrau like what is so wrong with the com this days.....I type a long long post and just before i click publish it hang there like *&^%$ it has something against me.........So i shall write as short as i can since its late and apparently i forgot what i have type before so yupp....


Went for MI MODERN DANCE today........Note Modern but hmm....they make us do some cheena moves which is something like those taiji type like hmm they going to do that for chinese new year.....So i was like * roll eyes * i dont want to dance.....I dont like their cheena moves.......But i LOVE their warm up session.....The instructor sorta pushes you to your limit.....Even though you think you cant split anymore he still pushes you on....i feel so not flexible......But surprising my thighs did not hurt at all though it feels a little wobbly after that......So yupp back to the dance......I think Dance Ensemble dance is the best and they have like lesser people than us so you can imagine how many people are there.........Yupp so i dont want cheena moves so i told the teacher i am not dancing for chinese new year and that i am not coming the next session...So yupp i was preparing to leave after saying that but like *&^%# after i said that i want to leave some teacher from somewhere came and say they can dance hip hop for chinese new year and i was like (-_-!!! ) that teacher dont like me is it.....Must wait till i want go than say....But nevermind I still prefer Studio Wu dance...anyway i am not staying at MI so it does not really make a difference.....(:


Everything reminds me of what we use to be....



And yes we were thrown the question on how we think we would fair for O levels........And i think i might have did pretty badly......Even though i have spend like endless of time in the library.....but still i think i have not done well enough to score......blah blah blah.....Oh well even if i did not score well there is no one else to blame other than myself so blah blah blah......


The thought of the release of O result can just make you shiver with fear......I had my fair share of fun now and ya its gotten be so so horrible after result is release.....No more playing for i did badly...... but duh of cause i dont wish for it to happen.......


Like arrgh what is so wrong with my computer today keep disconnected.......Arrgh and i gotten this stupid headache that keeps going since the beginning of the day.....Wonder if its because i always tie my hair despite it being wet ?? But its kinda irritating when you want to concentrate in class but your head keeps aching.....I think smashing my head against the wall also not so pain.....ok la......i exaggerate abit can.....But yupp its that kind of pain....arrgh......And it doesnt help abit especially when you are having your monthly cramps =X


Maybe going for dance tmr.....Maybe.....cause that colin la.....still have not confirm with me......I miss dancing......


i feel happy today (:



Whee.....I am super duper duper HAPPY today !!! Colin and some others knows why.......Woke up with a teary face.....I dont know why would i dream of him again but yupp......Dont wish to think about it anymore.......I have moved on le.....So yupp i got to see wo de 'jie yao' that 'medicine' that makes me feel better like just right after i enter the school gate like woah.......ahem was standing there......Lesson time saw ahem pass by........Than go canteen saw ahem sit there.....Than lesson time saw ahem again...........Like walao......i think i saw ahem for like so so many times today......LOL......they call me stalker.....haha.....but if there is no such entertainment than school will be such a boring place to be in.....Ah whatever !!


Lesson time could not have been more boring.....But yeah at least i got to understand what those 'plates' means le....Geography term lah....blah.....


Darn just when i thought i have move on......i did not....i still miss him......Stupid girl.....sometimes i wish you could just kill me and end this pain.....But i know life is far more precious than that........I sound like sucha a fickle minded person but i have a feeling i never really like/admire ahem but maybe cause i take him as a subsitute ?? hai.....


I am sorry Angela......i cannot do it.....i really cannot.....sorry !!! I must at least know how he thinks....yupp....Dui bu qi le....I know you is wei wo hao but sorry......wo zhuo bu dao......


[ A broken fairytale ]



Another Necklace...Cupid Rush this time.....Its is introduce in line for the up and coming Valentine Day...Wohoo....My Love Ballerina is selling real well........Earning more than what i have expected.....Do visit http://www.girls-closet.blogspot.com/ for more new updates....


And here again i have my dad ranting at me telling me i should be careful of what i blog and not blog about every single thing in my life cause who knows there might be someone out there a pervetic person i suppossed who is out to harm me or what have you.....Sometimes i think my parents do read my blog.....Like ever since my laptop broke down leaving me with this slow-poke com.....It would have been easier for them to access my blog and all those since i have the Address there.......


Dont you just love to shop at Flea Markets.....You get to find many things that is of junk to that person but a treasure to you.......And whats more its a steal of price........Found a tote bag at the community centre near my house.....They are having some sales for the Nursing home ?? So yupp gotten a tote bag there.....i dont think i own any tote bag ?? Or do I ?? hmm.....i know i have lots of bag but usually i always junk my bags after i am sick of it so yupp i dont even know how many bag i own.....But i think i still can count it with my fingers....Nope ??


I just so love Mondays.....i can sleep late on Sunday night.....And only have to report to school at 9.....So horray!! I love and hate my school.........I miss SMOKING POINT.....like really i want to meet as a clique lah.....when are you ALL free ???



I am not in my best of mood....Must have been the rainy rainy weather that makes me irritated with like almost everything around me......Met a buyer today.....Was really piss off because of her yesterday....if its not because of Jer i would have like cancel my deal with her....not like i am in need of money.....arrgh......Than went to clementi to meet the rest.....and aiyo they were late for like 30 minutes plus.....Ok nevermind......Suddenly thought of him again cause its like i always make him wait for me.....Test of my patience.......


Took the free shuttle bus to Ngee Ann Poly.......I want to go Early Childhood Course and i am determine to only enter that course and that is of course if my result permits....So pray i can get about 15 points jsut so i can enter in....but hmm it sound impossible though.....Went to somewhere with Fiqa and Fiza after the Ngee Ann Poly thingy.....bought all the materials needed for my next batch of necklace....i think that this batch looks nicer so do check my blogshop http://www.girls-closet.blogspot.com/ for new updates....(: but i think i will only upload the pictures maybe like tmr....cause i still need fiqa help for the desciption thingy......i suck at describing things......heh


Gundaba.....I forget i left the pic we took at Ngee Ann inside Fiqa's book....Alamak....Must wait till Monday than i can get it......Someone kind enough to scan and send to me ?? (:


Sorry babes i feel so moody today......So yupp i gotten irritated quite easily so if i show any faces to you all or whatever forgive me ya....Sorry !!

Class of 07-A1.....I miss School days......Cause as what Sheena and i agree.....We can bio guys.....wahaaa......Errm....I sound so........hmmm....


Time to move on.......Now SMOKING POINT is all singles le.....heh.....but still we can live strongly without the guys......Right babes ?



Going Ngee Ann Poly with the other 2 SP......Shannen arh Shannen you again cannot make it.....When can we meet again leh ? Miss you leh.....there is like so many many things for us to catch up about each other...... (: shall blog on more details tonight......







I love maths class.....the teacher so easy to bully lo.....And there is like only 8 people who turn up for his lesson and needless to say i am one of the few guai ones there.... * Clap Clap *


I am like freaking happy today.... ((: Marie knows why.....shhh.........Its been a long time since i last saw her......Ever since we are split into the classes....we have less time to bond......Oh i remember my class....its 07-A1....Cant figure what the 07 stands for though......Makan with Marie and Maira after school.....and yeah....i gotten myself sour gummies.....I LOVE SOUR GUMMIES.......* yummy * shop around at Westmall after our lunch cum dinner.....seriously i am so sick of Westmall.....Nothing there is able to catch my eye.......


Had another long long chat with bestie.....i decided to put the past behind and move on......Tmr may or may not be our last meeting......But of cause i hope is not la....duh !! But like my new blog song....Sometimes goodbye in your heart is the only way for destiny.....Sometimes Goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for YOU and ME....So is that what you have been thinking all this while ?? Only YOU can answer this question.....But i doubt you will read my craps anymore le.....T.T so nevermind i shall let this question be an unanswered question.....


i am like so excited about tmr.....* Prays everything will go smoothly and no tear drop will be shed * Hope i will not be the little emo girl again........



So You Think You Can Dance was like woah.....Stunning performance.....I wouls like to dance like them one day too.....YA one day......But of cause i dont think that one day would ever come true cause dancing is just not in my blood.......


Ok so i made more new friends today after i am being pang seh by my new old friends......I still miss my OG group.....closer to them than my class.....hmm.........Miss ice cream trip with the other 3 but darn too bad i going to see him on wed so sorry girls cant go out with ya..........Wohoo....and alas i gotten my timetable.....i was praying very hard all the time to God that please let me end school early on wed and guess what my prayers was answered......i end school at 1.15 on wed........like *phew*......Shannen.....bold big big so that you can see.......haha......You wed will be pei-ing me right ? i want thread my brows.....Its so messy le....i think i cant pedicure though cause i no money.....But i can pei you..... (: haiz......wed maybe our really so called last meetup le.....i know i will still miss you.......haiz.....


So geography was horrible today.....i dont even understand what that teacher is talking about....what the plates moving and all that sort as in you know the earthquake and volacano erruptions and all that sort like darn.....i dont even learn it in Tanglin...... * start cursing * i am completely clueless about those things and so i stone there for the past 1 hour plus......show the teacher my clueless helpless face and yippe it work cause the teacher never ask me any question......haha.......i was so darn afraid can......


i saw someone's else guy like so many times today but i never get to see mine....i am like so jealous * she protest * as i have said that guy is only my motivation to go school and nothing else more....FULLSTOP........


I still love him.....


乾岆祥夔辭Ч腔,垀眕祥扽衾斕腔憩祥猁辭Ч


Somtimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny....Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me......Though its the hardest thing to say.....i miss your love and every way.....So say goodbye oh dont you cry....True love never die........

I am left drenched in tears just like any other fairytale that had gone wrong.......

I guess school was alright today......Had geography the whole day......End school at 12.30 like wohoo.....so early........Geography means running round the school getting close to nature and later to west mall to find out more about retailing like how they arrange their shops etc.....


Went back school after that to meet Marie cause Maira...Marie and me wanted to know more about their dance so yupp went back but errm dont know who to look for...so hmm....


After that we decided to go Island creamy at farrer road to eat ice cream despite the cold cold weather.....Girls can get so crazy at times........So yay ice cream was nice......oh ya....Yu jia came along with us....the atmosphere at Island creamy is just right for the romantic.....so cosy....And under the influence of the slow music its like.....ok had fun talking to them about our life story and how our parents are like etc.....haha......fun fun.....If it was with SP it would certainly be even better.......left with Yu jia after that.......we did crazy stuffs like taking a detour......stop at hwa chong jc just so that we hope we can see some hot guys and we were like arrgh cannot make it.....All that geeky face.....like super hilarious......Yupp so thats the end of my not so exciting day but yupp did have quite a bit of fun with those 3 girls.... ((: And yay i think my english would improve if i hang around with them longer cause they are like English oriented people so yupp.....


Pe is on tmr and they say we need to run like 5 rounds around the track.... (-_-!!) die....its been so long since i last ran......


i really want to know how he is now.....haiz.....



School was alright today......We were seperated and later brought to our new class......Which class am i in ???? Good question i also dont know......Shall write down what class i am in tmr........But i know i gotten into the art course i want......So for my H2 subjects it would be Econs.....Literature and Geography......and than for my H1 subject it would be Maths....Yes talking about Maths i really could have killed myself f0r being such a dumb dumbe......the dumb dumb me thought that Maths would have mean EMATHS but yupp as you know they dont study EMATHS but AMATHS so yupp i am dead.....really really dead..... =X


I miss my OG......miss crapping and going crazy with them but ok i think i will adapt to my new class soon since i talk so much this days making friends is like so much easier for me.......cheh cheh........


Literature hmm.....feel so intimidated by my surrounding people....All the pros like walau.......i cannot take it......i want a transfer but all my other subs are like CMI and literature is the only one that i am suppossed to be good at....NOTE the word suppossed.........yupp but i think i gotten die soon.......like really really SOON......


And yes i am still waiting for him no doubt.....i dont change targets that quickly........though i really want to so that i can forget him but i know i hardly can......i read through all the past message that he send me and i was like aww....Here is one of the many touching message.....






Darn......i think that guy has withdrawn from MI.......He did not come to school today......Now i love School days.....cause it helps in keeping my mind busy.....Literature was boring.....The teacher continue rattling but i dont even get a single word.....All i know is that she keep repeating her point.....Econs aint any better.....Blur all the way......Maths was like so so.......Almost forgotten how to do all the simple Amaths sums......Back to topic......Hope that guy comes tmr.....Or else school will be so boring..... =X


Oh and at last i found something edible in school......so i shall eat that everyday till i am sick of it.......I can feel the hydrochloric acid in my stomach working........No appetite this days but nono i will never starve myself........


Its the second day.....Every day proves to be more challenging than the other one.....But i know i will be able to move on real soon.....i just need time......


if only you knew



i am on the rebound......Dont bother me.....i might ROAR.......


i might be able to lie to everyone but i know in the end i still cant lie to myself..........i know i am still missing you......but darn no.....i must show the people that i can still live as per normal as strong as i can be like in the past......i have gotten over all the crying mood.....Life has to move on.....Woke up with a pair of goldfish eyes this morning but i am perfectly fine now i think........that is of cause other than me missing you......Spend my time wisely by bio-ing guys with Marie today just so that i can try and not think about you.... but i think i failed....cause i am still thinking right now......


Life is a mixture of joy and sorrow and i know whatever you have done has a reason behind it.....i shall not probe any further questions to stress you....Having mix feelings right now......Sad yet happy at the very same time.....It has been a emotional night for me yesterday......i went through my first heartbreak........i felt the pain......but still i choose to look at the bright side of life........No point harbouring about whatever had happen......Life has to move on my dear......Finally goodbye and thank you for whatever you had done.......


I will always remember you as the knight that came along with a shield..... to save me from the darkness of the castle........but for now.....i shall just admire you from afar........



It start with a sms and than it end there too.....End of story......i am left heartbroken.........No point explaining what happen.....All i know is that i am happy that i am once loved by him.......


My well wishes for you.....Good luck in whatever you do....i will always be there for you..... Hope you will be happy always.....take care......


Thank God for girlfriends......i know you all love me......and i love you guys too..........i am alright now.....No worries........ (:


Always look on the bright side of life.....




School is so fun with them around...... (: my two new found best friends.....Maira and marie......They make school life a much much more interesting place...........So fun bio-ing guys with them......Eating with them....crap with them.......But darn......Monday will be the start of lessons and thats the end of the 3 days orientation......So hmm......hope we can maintain this friendship........This 3 days have been so fun.......for like the first time in my life i make so many friends in such a short period of time.......like wohooo........


Today :
Finally i gotten to meet up with the other 3 SP.....When to SP yes Singapore poly and not SMOKING POINT lah.........with Fiqa and Fiza.......Later on sheena join us......Walk around than later on fiza they all need to leave for work so left me and sheena......both of us when town to find Angela......yupp walk slack and talk.........Miss the 4 of them like loads and loads.....though now i got new friends but wont forget you all de lah.........No worries.....(:



I have to contradict myself.......i think today was awfully great.....make loads of new friends today and kinda more bonded with my OG......The girls gotten closer with each other and start to mingle and talk crap.......We started teasing people and keep looking out for suai ge =X Heng heng mass dance i do not have to dance with a handsome or ugly guy.....Luckily he is average looking.....cause too handsome i pai seh........too ugly i will.........hmmm...........Ok whatever.......dance with that SJI guy forget what his name lo..........heng he not those quiet type or else i can die........


I gotten sun burnt on my cheeks......But oo.....it makes it rosy looking.....whatever.........the sun was like super scorching hot and they make us stand under it like for so long.......So ok i think tmr would be even worse so prepare to see my even rosier cheeks.....errm thats of cause if tmr the sun is equally hot too.......


Nothing more to say other than school food was horrible........Not edible at all........i think i will lose even more weight cause i will not eat in school.......but still i enjoy school today....... (:



School was like so so....Ok so i am lying.....School was bad......i dread waking up so early in the morning.....i dread sleeping early.........i dread almost everything about the school........Cause i am friendless.....Ok hmm.....maybe not.......i make one friend today......Big achievement but she pang seh me during break time.....* whines * My butt hurts after all the long long long talks in the hall.....And they have air-con in their hall but errm like no cold air at all cause i still feel warm though.....Oh and there are lots of gl people there.....The bengs especially.......Lians never really go notice them......ok i shall not complain anymore cause if i continue to complain it would make this post a long long post......i think MI's schooling environment is pleasent but nope i will never go MI after i take my O's result......never will i go there.....I want POLY........Super miss SP.....i feel so lonely in MI........ T.T And everyone that i know is backing out of MI so that makes me even more lonely............


Gotten be another long long day for me tmr....All the games and interaction for OG groups starts tmr.....and darn Friday we will only be released at 4 plus like &^%?*^$? why liddat ?? So late than end school...........Dance for 3 hours today......Super song but tiring.........


A word to summaries my day : Bad


Done with talking.......Time to catch some winks......



School is on tmr.....tsk tsk.....


i dread first day of school.....anD aND AND....the MI person how can they forget me... T.T i think i am the only one who did not receive any calls from them like super sad can...how can they like that......


* heart beats even faster * I am like super scare.....kept wanting to visit the loo....and arrgh....Worse i got stomach cramps........Why liddat ??


i gotten miss sleeping in the wee hours and waking up at noon.....i have to wake up at 5.40 tmr like arrgh.....Super early.....In the past i only have to wake up like 6 plus and now what.....i need to leave the house at 6 plus.....Like so unfair why must i go to school.......Why cant i just enjoy the other 3 months like others or maybe i think work is better than study.....hmm....i dont know........

But than nevermind i am gotten be rich from tmr onwards again....i got my allowances... =X aiming for that anna sui perfume.....maybe getting it on sat ?? Woots.....i am so happy......but nono.....i dont want to go to school.........


And SP....Life in school will never be the same without the 4 of you......Miss you guys like loads and loads.......When can we meet up again ??


oh oh.....and i saw Olinda Choo ( is that how it is spelled ? ) from the Singapore Idol 1......yes that lady....but hmm i dont go ga-ga over her cause she is a lady and i am a lady so yupp only opposite attract....wahaaa.......

WHY WHY WHY ???? WHY the councillors from MI person still have not call me.....Arrgh........Than how later i dont know which group i belong to on the first day of school......Anyone going MI but still have not receive any call from the person ??? Super worried le =X


Problem is still unsettled......And its just only the beginning of the many trials......


Went to someone's blog yesterday......i love to blog-hop and read people's blog......Cause it sorta a way to know more about them.....Ok random........And you know whose side i will be on so yupp shall not elaborate...............


Going Uncle's house later for some family gathering.....a New year gathering i supposed.....At cck.......So near yet so far from him........Haiz........Ok ciao```

Sometimes its only when you are on the verge of losing someone will you than only learn how to treasure them.......

& she rattle about her life


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