Before i knew it.....Its already the last day of the year.......


This year has been a fast pacing one......It seems to zoom pass me even before me knowing what has happen.....


Went to see my past entries and walau i think i never fufill any of my new year resolutions.....cause i dont think i work hard enough.......i never do my tution homework cause there is none.......Pay attention in class maybe at times ba cause most of the time i talk.....and errm i still copy homework so yupp none fufill....=X


January : Had sec 1 orientation.......Look after class 1T1......never expect someone from that class want to jio my sis.....Ok whatever........Than came camp than came my last contact with him.....but i still found it alittle weird as to why he still want to peep at my friendster like super bo liao as if i dont know you come and see.......Than came cca open house...than came another him......another bo liao person.........than came the leadership post.........follow by tons of conflicts as to who to be what........


Feburary & March : Than came V day.....than came to know Shawn didi......Than start to like Shawn lee considering him as my idol........Ok whatever.........Than start to chase shawn as in i would try to go for his matches at clementi stadium whenever i can........than i chase and chase.....Thats when i eventually gotten to know HIM.....HIM who brought to me joy....looking at my past entries on how i blog about HIM its damn funny....haha......Ok than came training for the charity show.........


April and May : All the load came down onto me.......All the rehersals for performances.....All that tests......than came all the extra lessons.....than came all the examinations......Needless to say i fair badly........Did not do my best......Too much distractions going around.....


June : The month which brings me joy and sorrow........Came SC camp than 060606......First came heart break than came happiness.......The break between 060606 and 270606 was horrible......


And before i knew it.....half of the year is gone.....


July and August : Come and go.....Many conflicts happen.......


September and October : The month which i gotten to know 4 great friends and ended up together as a clique.......It was them who was with me all this while.......But of cause i would still rather have him though.....but yuppp Girlfriends are forever so......hmm...........Its only this month that i gotten to go for my first campus concert......My first chinese fav band and the very first campus concert i ever go.......Next we had grad night......


November : The stress.......The O's.......The one that eventually decide what my future would be like......Will i pass and move to the next level or would i fail ?? All the bogus make the 5 of us go crazy and do stupid things like making a goong remake ?? haha.....Miss those times we spend together mugging hope those times pay off......Than came all the craziness i had to handle........Follow by prom night than class chalet.........Miss the times we spend during chalet.......


December : The month which is fill of trials........The first christmas which i enjoyed most.......The very month which i hope would not have end but yupp in 30 mins time its gotten end and still year 2007 will arrive despite me not wanting it to.........This year have been one of the most wonderful year......Gotten to know a great bf and 4 other great friends......Enjoyed many great things and know many great friends.......A fruitful year i should say......Enjoyed my last year in Tanglin and boy how i miss the school........and darn the MI person have not call me yet......Why liddat ???


I am sorry for hurting you.....Sorry for not trusting you........I know what i say now is useless but hope we will be ok soon......Doing the right thing VS doing the thing right.......It is just a swapped between the last two words yet it makes a great big difference......I think i will do the thing right.....I know what i want......Alas....i know i cant give up.......I know i cant bear to......i know you mean too much to me.........I am sorry but i need assurance.......i feel darn afraid after all the talking with the others.......i feel so afraid......and helpless at the same time........Ok i promise i will not like that again.....BU YAO SHEN QI LE OKIE........dui bu qi......wo ai ni...........




Went out with bestie today had loads of fun gossiping and crapping and catching up with all those times we had missed.........


Spend tons on many things today......Went from queensway to bugis to chinatown.......and YEAH i bought my school bag..........and she bought hers too.....So we are happy people......oh well i am always happy when i am with my girlfriends........Wanted to get the kappa bag initially but than after considering its price and how i might just throw it aside after 3 months later i think its better if i get a cheaper one than......So yupp i gotten my school bag but i have yet to buy my shoes........Next stop is bugis.......Walk around bugis street wanted to get the top but no money so i get earrings instead......Oh and i gotten myself another 5 earrings.........hmm........than later on i wanted to get some stuffs so went over to chinatown....I love Chinatown......bought another necklace and intended to do a bag charm....but darn i dont have delicate hands..........everytime i try to hook the hook onto the necklace it keep slipping off my hand so i am darn fustrated and so i decided to leave it there till someone is willing to help me fix it.......


Miss ya bestie guess we must have been too busy shopping that we do not have time to take much pictures so yupp thats the only one.......Hope we will have time.......Next year we after school meet okie......You say le ma.......If i going to see his match you pei me..........(: Love ya....


Ok later on meet the rest of them for dance......I love Ishi class cause i always feel so good there cause errm......not much pro there so i feel better dancing with them =X oh ya yilin and me was talking about how suai is Ishi and how we will go and take pictures with him and blah blah blah.......haha.........Next went for locking class.........Instructor Michael damn funny always smiling all the way.......I love his class......Locking to be exact.....i think i cannot go for popping class cause i dont know how to pop........haha.........Practically yesterday was a fun day and gradually i cheer up......Thanks fiza !! i am alright now.....


Keep holding on````




Went back to Tanglin to see DANCE ENSEMBLE and than later on pei them to cresent for combined dance prac......will be going back to school again tmr to get EAGLES award which is equal to 150 bucks.....I am rich at least.....


Thank you best friend for listening to me talk just now.....Thank you so much.....i had enough of crying.........feel much much better after talking to you.....Hope i will know what i want soon......


Ok back to cresent.......their school is like woah.....they have 12 air-cons in the school hall.....brrr......so cold........but haha.....i think our school toilet is the best.....So far of all the schools i go....Nan hua.....Fairfield.......Cresent......Tanglin toilet is still the best.....=X


Ass....just when i thought i was alright the emo feeling is back again........Its tough to start a relationship....but its even more tough to maintain it.........Thats what you said..........Seriously i dont know what i want now....i feel so confused but i promise i shall continue ren but really if i cannot take it than i also dont know le.....* stares into the thin air * I can feel my power already reaching to its max......i feel as though i will burst soon.....<s>Do you know that ??? whenever i cry now....its all because of you.....


Alas i waited for what i wanted to hear but again i feel so confused......Maybe i do know what i want but still wo bu she de.....i shall stay strong and hold on just like the blog song........And i know i will........I shall wait.........Waiting for the thing you want do pays.....


Instructor Ishi class tmr..........Woo.......i am so mad about him.......even though he is red headed now but still i am so in love with him....* cough cough * So suai........ * day dreams * Will be going there alone tmr without jervenne and colin cause they want go popping but the instuctor is not Ishi.....but than i want Ishi.......So go alone loh..........nvm at least tmr i will have Eunice and siew ling accompanying me....cause they going there to try out tmr.....heng arh at least still got some others pei me................Ishi Ichibang..........Ok whatever..........Nitez......


Self comforting



I am in love with Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On.......


You are not alone
together we stand
i will be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
there is no place to go you know i wont give in
no i wont give in.
Chorus :
Keep holding on
cause you know we will make it through,
we will make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i am here for you,
i am here for you
there is nothing you can say, nothing you can do
there is no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we will make it through,
we will make it through.
So far away i wish you were here
before its too late this could all disapear
before the doors close, this comes to an end
but with you by my side i will fight
and defend i will fight and defend yeah yeah.
Chorus :
Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe nothing is gonna change, nothing is gonna change destiny
what ever is ment to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeahlalalalalalala...
Chorus x2



When i first heard of this song on the radio today i was like OMG-ish.......How come this song is like suited for me....cheh cheh.....i will try to hold on but than again ___________( fill in the blank )


i think i should have heed my friends advice.....Again i was left feeling disappointed.......i hate disappointment and i doubt anyone likes it too......All i can say is fate.....Its fated that sometimes things turn out this way.......Today i was supposed to feel happy......but i aint........ because ___________ ( fill in the blank )


42 mins before our actual 6th month but i doubt you will ___________ ( fill in the blank ) I think i shall wait.......shall heed my gfs advice......Cause yupp sometimes this method do works.......Absence makes the heart grow fonder.......Its been 3 weeks plus since we last met....... T.T


Call bestie today.....So long never talk to her......Crap alot complain alot and gossip alot......I love girlfriends........Cause i know they will be there for me and listen to me when i feel like crapping....... (: Loves Loves.....


Looking forward to this friday.....Shopping with bestie......will not be going for the chalet cause i no money le...... =X and cause cause i feel so far away from him.....Arrgh.....sounds stupid.....


Another 37 more minutes to go........


i shall wait and wait..........Told bestie about how more ren-ing power is so powerful now.........She say my ren-ing power last time very good already than if now more powerful means i win her by loads like LOL......haha.....i love her.............


Sister is away at camp and Camping reminds me of 060606......... i know i still love you so i shall keep holding on..........



I have the urge of jumping up and down and around the house than again i feel like throwing tantrums and scream out loud and say why you ignored me today........hmpf * pouts *


You seem to be uncontactable today.........Message twice but gets no reply.....hmpf i shall not care about you anymore....hmpf....you make me wait and wait......i hate waiting and waiting and waiting and in the end get no reply......but than again looking at the kind of person i am.......its like near impossible than i will not care.......You know who i am.....Jiamin will-power is pretty weak.....when she say she wont care....she will end up caring and worrying even more.......arrgh.......that is my weakness.......i shall try to improve on that.......But than again MAYBE its your handphone ....MAYBE its spoilt than you are unable to receive my msg.....If thats the case.....no one is at fault......


tmr is our 6th month....but than think again you cannot pei me....if can also is for a short period of time....but i doubt can le....cause you also never tell me or confirm with me.........haiz......Funny as it seems but it seems like everytime when i am on the verge of breaking down you are there to cheer me up.........Thats what i love about you (:


Dad brought me to go see MI......than &^$?^* they dont have bus to go clementi there.......than i jiu :( haiz.......Next year if i want go see him match than have to cab there le........If not sure miss his match......Everytime cab sure need at least 5-6 dollars than....haiz........nevermind lah wei le ta......Money not important de lah......he more important.......heh


I love and hate Vivo....cause when i go there i feel so poor cause all the things there are like so ex and also i feel super duper short there cause all the clothes that i fancies are like far too long and big for me...... :P so no more topshop racerbacks for me cause all are too long le....i think can wear till my thigh there..i dont dare go measure the top against me cause i dont want to feel small......Dont laugh at me lah......


*Jiayou for your match........


P/s. Read Yilin bestie blog just now.....haiz so sad for her can.....like ok lah someone really abit busybody......really have to admit that cause its like errm not her problem than why she go and kapok whatever the guy calls bestie loh....hmmm.......Sometimes it get pretty tiring to be someone good........As in you want keep your relationship with the friend and not scold the person but still that person comes and irritate you so its like........you know what i mean.........






Christmas is over !!!! Even though i was not granted the wish of spending christmas with him but still.......nevermind i had the joy of spending christmas day with my clique SMOKING POINT.....and my dear shannen you arh.....you arh........why you so busy leh.....hurhur......we must meet up okie i need pass you your christmas present de.....put so much effort to make it cannot just put it aside so must give you de =X


Anw it was fun having the 3 of them around......crap alot and talk alot about out past and hear many stories about their cca........too bad lah......dance not much stories to tell......haha........It has been a long time since we sat down and chat like that le.....and its a pity shannen never come......too bad sis was around so abit bu fang bian to share everything and thanks sis for taking the pics.....and errm some end up blur =X


I hope this would not be the last meeting for this year but errm i have a feeling it would be that.......I GOTTEN MISS YOU GUYS......seriously life without you guys is really boring....I really miss the time we share.....All the silly things we did......All the crapping and teasing.........awwww...........YOU GUYS CHANGE MY LIFE........feel so sad when seeing you guys leave my house cause its like maybe our last time meeting till next year.....haiz..........Ok enough of emo-ness......


Christmas is over and that also means the new year is approaching and that is what i dread most......2007 brings fear to me......What is ahead of me........my future is unknown......For instant how my new friends would be like......Would i be able to open up to my new friends like how i open up to SP........Would i able to go through the stage of being ignored by him....cause i know he need to study and that study is more important than anything.......Would i able to stay strong and not let my emo nature take over me.......Would i be able to hold on to my love.......Would i be able to cope with my studies.......Would i be able to cope with my new enviroment......Would i this would i that.........i have lots of fears in me.....i fear for the future.....i fear what is going to happen and i hope i can make it through.......Next year is gotten be a really tough year.......A tough year for YOU and ME..............but still i believe we can make it through.......can we ?? i miss you like loads and loads


On a lighter note.......some of the relatives say i look different with perm hair.......some say i look thinner and ask me to eat more??? OOooo.....that means i have achieved my aim to look thinner......but actually i never become thin lah.....or did i ??? hmm........* wonders *


Its 1.30 am.....and i am still blogging.....i cant go to sleep.......i miss him like hell loads......its been a long long time since i last saw him.......tsk............tmr is gotten be a real boring day for me....guess i would be stuck at home......unless some kind souls ask me to go out.....Anyone ??? heh......


1 more day to our 6th month like so super super fast...... 270606



Christmas is tmr....Woots.....Did some last minute christmas shopping for bestie and i was like so damn furious to think that i got cheated.....Arrgh.........Pay some 10 plus dollars for something that is free.....its a free sample and they sell me at 10 plus dollars....like &^%?"%^ i too stupid le lah....but nevermind its christmas must have the spirit of giving give them 10 plus dollars loh loh loh............Arrgh.......but still i think tmr i must go find those aunty.....cant let them just cheat my money like that........


Looking forward to tmr..........(:


YOUaremissed

Miss Debbie Hing wedding today.....Finally gotten to meet my dear SP.....yesh all of them.....Loves Loves......I so miss them.....Did loads of catching up and gossiping about everything that is going on in our life.........Like finally we gotten meet.....And most of us have change like either thinner or fatter =XX hehe.........i am the one who become fat lah.......Eat and eat at Miss hing wedding......And thank you shannen wah so touched leh after seeing what you have written........(: love ya


After that we went Chinatown like OMGish i bought another necklace today......i have bought like 3 yesterday......Gosh.....than again i bought another 1 today.......In total i have like 17 necklaces and still counting........I have a sudden love for necklace..........and i so love CHINATOWN.....they have tons and tons of handicraft shop there......Ooo....you can just go bankrupt there......they have many many many many beautiful pendents there......so maybe i should consider making my own necklace more often cause it is cheaper that way......heh.....


Wooh......SP (shannen you coming ?) coming to my house for Christmas.....Yeah yeah.....Super happy at least i wont feel so bored with them around cause bf cant pei me go out le =X but still we must meet ok like on the 271206 ?? cause i have a little something to pass to you.........

Never hold a person too tight cause you might end up straggling them......

zo lang ai lun... buay lun mai zo lang... says:
u realli gong kia
zo lang ai lun... buay lun mai zo lang... says:
sometime sth looks perfect but it is not
∵ JIAMIN.GongKia ∵ ? ll 270606 ll only YOU have the power to turn my frown into a smile Mng Sale !! (: says:
okok.....gong lah hoh........
zo lang ai lun... buay lun mai zo lang... says:
but sometime sth looks imperfect but it is perfect
zo lang ai lun... buay lun mai zo lang... says:
haha
∵ JIAMIN.GongKia ∵ ? ll 270606 ll only YOU have the power to turn my frown into a smile Mng Sale !! (: says:
haha.....
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u gong but i like ma
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wa seh
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no worth it ar
∵ JIAMIN.GongKia ∵ ? ll 270606 ll only YOU have the power to turn my frown into a smile Mng Sale !! (: says:
haha......huh what thing ?
zo lang ai lun... buay lun mai zo lang... says:
as in
zo lang ai lun... buay lun mai zo lang... says:
be a gong kia so den i like u
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hahaa
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worth it bo
∵ JIAMIN.GongKia ∵ ? ll 270606 ll only YOU have the power to turn my frown into a smile Mng Sale !! (: says:
walau...
zo lang ai lun... buay lun mai zo lang... says:
hahaha
∵ JIAMIN.GongKia ∵ ? ll 270606 ll only YOU have the power to turn my frown into a smile Mng Sale !! (: says:
at first so touched than walau than you like that say...=X
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haha
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all right mar
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u know wo si ai ni de
∵ JIAMIN.GongKia ∵ ? ll 270606 ll only YOU have the power to turn my frown into a smile Mng Sale !! (: says:
haha.....
zo lang ai lun... buay lun mai zo lang... says:
if kip say say jiu meaningless le



aww......love ya love ya.......Hope christmas eve or christmas day we can go out together....hope hope hope !! Wo de christmas wish lai de....... (:


Went for dance today.....I think i suited more for intro level.......I like instructor Bibi way of cherography for Hip hope dance......hers is more for female though.....but arrgh involves lots of shaking of butts and body wave.........but still i prefer her than instructor bryan.......=X street jazz was like....* peng * i think i like hip hop more.......


There is Mng sale...FCUK and vitoria secrets and some other sales going around at Raffles maybe going there tmr hope i can get some Mng top.....And pray i dont go broke.......











2 simple acts make me super happy today.....First is bf than later is mama......(:


LOL....i am easy to please.....bf first ask me to take care......weather cold and those things lah... =X than super touched le......told you before i am easy to please or maybe its because he so long never say those things already......errmm.......hmmm............ANd at last we talk on phone le....super happy.... ((:


Next is mama......I LOVE MAMA........went for dance class today but since its raining i am lazy to walk over to teban to wait for the bus cause i still need to use the umbrella so in the end just go oppsite my block bustop there to wait for bus....than stupid bus so long still dont want to come than guess what it was than i saw my lovely MAMA with an umbrella coming towards me.......AWW......so touched my mama say she bring me go teban there wait for bus.....cause she say here hard to take bus.......than she bring me there.....AWW.....i am so touched can....while walking there she than she say you arh make sure later use umbrella arh dont later wet than sick.....AWWW......i LOVE my MAMA............


Few more days to Christmas..... Dad is organising Christmas party think he sure broke de =X


YOU make my day<3



I am hurt....Super duper hurt.... T.T


i saw some show and all of a sudden memory flash me back to the past....the time when we just got together.........


I rattle too much........Yes i do........


Now lets play the guessing game......I cried.......i have cried...and i always cry.....guess why am i crying.....found this in friendster and yupp it is so true.....


-->They fell in love with the wrong person
-->They're Mad
-->They're Sad
-- >They're Scared
-->They're Nervous
-->They're Frustrated
-->They're Missing someone
-->They're Alone
-->They're PMSing
-->They're Pregnant
-->They're tired of abusive relationships
-->Their Heart Is broken
-->They're in love
-->Their souls have been torn
-->They met someone they cant have
-->They feel cheated
-->They hurt so bad inside
-->They feel unloved
-->Someone died or is dieing


i am tired of acting as though nothing is wrong........There is something so wrong here......So lets calm and give ourselves time to decide......i shall go and reflect on myself......


&stilliloveyouso

I want to take this hot air balloon....It gives you a bird eye view of Singapore and i love the romantic atmosphere it gives.....* day dreams * but i need lotsa monies to take it....it cost at least 23 bucks for adults like %$?"!?*& so ex lah....... but still i love the thought of being above the world errm maybe just singapore for say 10 minutes....The feeling is just so WOAH !!! for more information http://www.visitsingapore.com/publish/stbportal/en/home/about_singapore/ezine_home/Jul06/new_in_town/DHL_Balloon.html [ exclusively for the rich cause you need at least 23 bucks to take this ride ] blahx...


Speaking about money......aiyooooo i think i left a super bad impression of me being a 'ga-ching' $.$ money face person....Arrgh....but really lah i am not a money face right am I ??? * wonder * =X anyway next time dont give me such test le lah......always give me test test test......But ok I AM ME.....so i shall continue answer it in JIAMIN way.......haiz....like so long never hear your voice can......& i so miss you.......and and and and i can see your hair standing......(=


its currently 1:48 am.....i still cant fall asleep but i need to caught some wink before i become a panda tmr so ta-da.......


&iloveyouso<3

扂眭耋斕扂飲羶衄渣 硐岆咭賸崋繫豖綴


In a foul mood today.....Nothing seems to be going right....The house is in a mess.....No maid here cause she is back at Indonesia......Everyday have to go out eat.....Haiz.....


Listen to tui hou and again i tear....haiz....I need you....I feel we have drifted like so far so far......I admit in the beginning i have this thinking i can live without you but now......i have grown to rely on you so much..... yesterday had this stupid dream that you want to break ....but seriously i think that we wont last forever.... i think i might break the promise ..... i hate to live throught this heartbreak but still i even more hate to see us getting hurt time and again... (T.T) I miss the days we had before we stead i feel so loved than.....Ever since the 3th month pass we had loads of quarrels....cold wars.....WO BU YAO LIKE THAT.......We will be happy soon right? i doubt so le.....You dont cheer me up like how you use to.....You dont do the things you use to do..... Maybe now i am like a irritant to you ba.....Maybe......haiz.......


i leave it to GOD ......



Yeahhhhhhhhhhh !!! i am finally back home.......


Home is the best place.....Had my fair share of joy and sorrow at Indonesia.......Spend loads and loads of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ....i think dad is BROKE..........i bought loads and loads of clothes and i gotten the things that i wanted........At least Indonesia still had some place for me to shop.....At least......


2 things i miss and like about Indonesia (:

1. i love and miss my sweetie pie Andelia....she is my current maid daughter daughter.....sounds complicated ?? In short my current maid grand daughter.......she is suppppppppper cute.......aww.......shall upload her cutie pieces tmr........when we are leaving for singapore.....she cried.....aww........Almost cried when i saw her crying gotten kinda attach to her after 5 days there.......Miss her......

2. The SHOPPING....... The things sold there are like super cheap.......i gotten loads of clothes there.........And yeah i gotten a new white wallet even though its not billabong the one i wanted but still its kinda similar to it so yuppp............


2 things i dislike about Indonesia

1. THE TOILET......like omg....i super hate their toilet......they do not have flushing system instead you have to use a pail and pour water into the toilet bowl to wash your ahem whatever down.....like OMG......i cannot survive in those area......i only can use their hotel and shopping mall toilet.......

2. The HOUSEFLIES........stupid stupid thingy that would buzz around your food......They have plentiful houseflies and i hate housflies......I HATE Ants........the sight of houseflies and ants right in front of me and i can go without eating......i cant imagine how one can eat in front of those creatures.........Like OMG i can die there........everytime i saw houseflies and immediately i will lose my appettide..........LOL............But no lah i not spoilt lah......Really !!!


And woah.......i become darker le.......The sun seems hotter in Indonesia and i gotten myself darker but nope i ain't complaining cause i love tan skin but hmm.....he dont like leh how ?? wo hen xiang ni leh.........


and errm.....i gotten into MI art course.....haiz


shall upload the many many pictures the next time i am online.......Ta-da.


Ps. I am IN LOVE WITH SPONDGEBOB......i want a spongebob huggy regretted not buying in Indonesia gotten one for cousin but not myself so i want ONE too.....So yupp another thing into my wishlist...



Ok so i found a com at the hotel le....horray !!

Replies to sms :

Shannen : shannen dear i thursday than come back to indonesia cant meet to go the christmas party.........

Weeteng : huh ?? i dont understand what your sms means....

People please dont sms me okie....cause i will not be able to reply to your sms....i will be reading it but not replying it........


I miss you dear dear........ (:


Will be back on THURSDAY !!!



Currently at airport using their free com.....LOL.......


dear dear wo hui heng xiang ni de..........hope thursday quickly come....than i can come back home.......Enjoy your chalet okie....xiang wo jiu look at moon....(:


Today i bei bless le....so sure safe journey de........cause got rain ma...... * smile big big *


ta-da....will be back on thursday.....



Smoking Point you guys when free to meet up tell me okie.....cause i super free.....LOL........but tell me earlier okie.....cause i got dance lesson at night so if you all wanna meet than i dont go for dance (: miss you guys....


My second entry.....as i have said in my past entries i am super free.......and i am really bored at home.....Went for dance lesson today.....LOL.....we gotten the wrong timing... =X lesson supposed to start at 7.30 but we thought it was 6.30......so yupp.....the person asked us whether we are interested in club dance and so ok we join the class since we are already there.....so yupp we join the dance without knowing what it is really about......


The instructor came think his name is yutaki ?? I have learn not to judge the book by its cover.....At first i thought he is those pai kia very dao type cause i saw him smoke outside the building than i was thinking how suay we could be.....but hey he is so friendly and funny and he is just totally opposite of what i had imagine him to be........So ok never judge a person by his/her appearence......`lalala


So ok as usual we had those warm up......and it is tougher than the usual one we always had in hip hop class and mtv class......we have to do crunches and push up for warm up....but nevermind i am just too happy to burn off those excess calories....Ok than follow up are those moves.....One point to take note of JIAMIN is not suitable for clubbing.....for goodness sake i cant even do those simple moves..... (-_-!!!) i hate foot works....my leg abit chi dun.....cannot co-ordinate well..........


Than ok next is MTV dance......we went for two dance class today and so you can imagine how much calories we had burned.....whee......and ok so MTV class was so so.........* dreams * it was Ishi again....so i guess he must be teaching every MTV dance and hip hop class.....the way he teach us is in those uber slow manner......lol.....he must be a really patience guy cause he keep repeating the steps for us......I dig patience guys......cause i am slow poke........So ok........lesson end........ISHI so suai...... * drools *


Just after burning those calories i gain them back by eating sour gummies......darn i cant resist those sour gummies......aww......my fav.....from those pick and mix section at 711 or mini toons....and since they are selling real cheap there......i decided to break my dieting and yupp eat those sour gummies......than again we can hear our tummies grumbling for food so we decided to feed ourselves with those cup noodles.....that 711 stall is like selling those big big type of cup noodles for like only 1.40 .......so yupp we gain....cause the usual price is like 2.50 ?? Ate our fill and left for home.....


Going off tmr.......i gotten miss bf like........alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot........its horrible going off on holiday without you able to use your handphone to at least text message him.......Arrgh.....Xiang ni Xiang ni Xiang si ni...... So ok whenever i miss you i shall stare at the moon necklace so yupp you will always be close to me.....cause i will wear it whenever i go........ (:


Lesson learn today
1.Never ever go for two dance classes back to back
2.Never wear jeans to dance....you will suffer especially during warm ups........
3.Never judge a person by his/her appearence
4.When a girl says she loves you but she insisted to leave she is actually pending you to hold her back ( i found this phrase while blog hopping and i find that really females are funny creatures......or maybe i am the funny one..... cause i find it simply so true.....when we say we love you but wanna go.....please hold us back cause actually we dont really mean to leave but all we hope to hear from you is to ask us stay.....thats the only thing we wanna hear....nothing else... )

random.



Say bye. Be back on thursday.



Ouch! i can feel the aches around my leg......Goodness i cant even lift my leg straight.....Must be due to the fact that i have not been dancing for so long ever since we step down from dance so that is like about 5 months plus ?? Horrible ..... but nevermind i am still going for today dace cause i rather get all those aches than being bore at home......It sucks with nothing to do at all.....you get this empty feeling........Girlfriends......i miss you all........I want to shop......I hate being stuck at home with nothing to do at all.......And my degree keep increasing cause recently being staring at the computer non-stop for at least 4 hours a day.......than about another 2 hours of tv programmes so yupp i gotten see my degree increasing..........


I am stuck with nothing to do........i do not even have the mood to pack my holiday clothes.....i dont want go for holiday........WHY !!! Of all days this week.......arrgh........


i want to go for shopping later.....i am looking for those flowery spag dress......saw one that i like at some blogshop but got people reserve le........arrgh.......So here is another thing i gotten add in my wishlist......i got so many wishes but no money to fufill them.....LOL


was bored and so i read through my past entries and its like arrgh....super sucky the way i blog about in the past........super embarrassing i wonder how i am able to blog like that in the past... =X thinking of changing url soon.......or maybe i just delete those past entries ?? hmm....cause i love my current url........


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Random Random....

i know i very very de slow but its only today that i know how dota is played..... =.= and errm.....i dont understand what is so fun about killing those monsters who look so ugly *shrieks* hmm....all you do is shoot and than shoot and than shoot........ (-_-!!!) ok maybe people enjoy the satisfactory of victory after you kill the other team ?? hmm.......


Went for Hip Hop class today.....and its that instructor again......Yeah..... the ishi which is the guy from Superband......wheee........going for mtv dance tmr.....yeah.....i love dance (:


Going off to INDONESIA this SATURDAY will be back on THURSDAY !! catch me than...... Ps..Will not be able to reply any msg


and opps i still have not pack my bag yet........i need more clothes....*whines*






Ok at last......i am feeling happy all over again....tired of crying all morning....LOL my eyes still hurt.... =X my wu gui is smiling again......No more crying le i hope......Feel better after pouring my heart out....Ok i think we are better le for now .... haiz...... * RenRenRen * Jiamin you can de.......i shall be really patience and wait till you are better......... Wo men hui happy de dui ma....


Studio WU.........so fun....LOL.....its my first time learning those hip hop moves ???? Ok lah think i still can make it ba......i think.....but tsk tsk......i cant seem to remember the steps now le.......STM..........i must have the music before i can remember..........Yeah yeah....Tmr going for dance again.....Hip Hop class......than friday going for another class but forget is what le.......Ok whatever i have them to remind me.......them as in the ones who went....and the ones who went for dance class are jervenne....kelly and colin and duh of course me lah....i sound like a ahma.....crap so much....Ok luckily go there not the lousiest lah.......thanks to our dance foundation we still can keep up to the beat ba.............blah blah blah....Time to go now and ren.....wait till someone talk to me........(:


Ps. The dance instructor for the dance lesson we went today i think is the one who act in wu chu chai hong and is one of the member in super band i think....cause i know for sure the dance instructor is not feroze who looks like a malay guy to me....i mean i look at his profile lah...this lady here is KPO number 1.........so yupp i am positive the guy who taught us is Ishi ? aiya whatever....i ain't crazy about him......




RenRenRen.......



I am sorry but i feel so hurt...i feel as though my heart is being smashed into a million zillion pieces....you tell me you dont feel love....that means i have failed as a stead.....Do you think that there is still any point in continuing on this relationship ? how can one tell you that he dont feel love when all the time you are trying your best to acheive that......that person tell you that you did not ti liang him......i try my very very best to ti liang you that i feel that i am dying already.....you dont msg me for almost a day....fine i try thinking of excuses like your batt flat never go charge......ok....than you tell me you do not have time to meet....than the next minute you tell me you are at your friends house.....Ok nevermind i try to ti liang you that you make arrangement with them first so you do not have time to meet me.....ok nevermind......Wanna meet you confirm meeting....just 1 hour before meeting time you tell me you cant meet....ok i try ti liang you.....after that at night msg you ask you can online you never replied.....today msg you ask you jiayou for your training....than after that you tell me you dont have training.....than you applying med now...tell me that you today than read the msg......bull shitting....than you tell me nowadays you not enthu in meeting me....what cause whenever we get intimidate its just what you do to me than i dont appreciate....i dont look into your eyes dont make you feel love......Just by those words i dont make you feel love.....do you know how much you can hurt a person just by saying that....you say you are tired.....you think i am not.....i try ti liang you dao i think i have lost myself....count the number of times i had cried for you........its more than anybody else.......i have never been more emo than this 5 months.........i want to talk things out.....you tell me you dont want to talk....cause when we talk you say you are the one who swallow everything or you lose your temper.....and that it is meaningless to talk....than have you thought about how i feel......you just say that i never ti liang you....but have you ti liang how i feel before.....have you ? All this while when i am messaging you all i wanted to hear from you was i love you....this 3 simple words but all along you never did say.......you just keep on ask me is it i am initiating a break...you keep asking me that.....but cant you just say i love you....dont like that okie.....but all you gave was 'so you telling me break is the only resolution....you telling me i drove you to this break....you tellin me that i should feel love when you dont even express it ? ' have not i tell you my way of expressiong love ? have i not tell you that i do not show by touching ? have i not told you that i show love by giving you gifts ? Am i entertaining myself all this while ? the wugui....the chocos........again........after that you tell me you nothing to say le....and again you ask me is it i want to break up....... T.T wo heng lei........wo zhen de heng lei......3 words....just 3 words to calm me down......but you choose not to give me.........i am tired....i am exhausted......i am confused......i dont know what to do......you say you cant feel love.....what do you want me to do.........since you cant feel love you think in future you can feel it ?? you are sian of lying.......i am sorry.....sorry for having you lie to your mum for 5 months........but hey i know how that feels too.....i have to lie to my dad in order to go out also......i am sorry for everything........




haiz....thought that i could meet you before i go indonesia....b ut haiz now i dont think i can even meet you le........I didn't expect this to happen faster than i thought....i thought all this 'war' would start only after i come back cause so many days never talk to each other.......but haiz....i am tired of crying for now............

Wooo......Renfu and xie zhi is coming to singapore for the star awards like "?$%&*^%$ can.......i am away and than they are coming....so suay......first is nui nai coming.........but than on that day i leaving.....than my renfu coming.......... [ click picture to enlarge ] than i cant go chalet........so suay.....arrh..........why must i go indonesia during this time.....arrh.........i dont want go indonesia.....i dont want.........i know something sure happen after i come back de....i have this very bad feeling.........This saturday.....This saturday i jiu go indonesia le.......so fast.....arrgh.......

Sometimes i do not understand why some people does things in such a funny manner...but i think it would be better if i do not know why T.T

Ok daddy allow me to go Studio Wu for dance lesson....Horray !!! Going to pass Jer the money tmr so that she can help me pay since she is going there with the others tmr......Here is the location.....i think the price quite reasonable ba....90 bucks....but you can go for as many lesson as you desire......so yupp cheap cheap....

while browsing through the studio Wu web....i saw some familar face......LOL.....they are the ones who went for mediacorp charity show.......No wonder........i want go mediacorp again next year.......hope i can..........its like i gotten so used to going there every year......errm...actually for two year only lah....but i can remember the studio everything.......* day dream again *

yay yay.....Tmr meeting Angela and shannen......happy happy.....heng xiang tai men....

And its like wth.....i saw someone's blog say we student councillors are nerdy....wth wth.....Walau........Ok lah......you the best ok.......* give stupid face * at least we get to organise big events.......Ok enough of crapping who is best.....later conflict jiu cham.... =X

Christmas is coming soon.......all i want for christmas is able to spend christmas day with him......you today like so sad like that...bu yao sad okie....you are worth it....if you not worth it....than who will be worth it leh..... No one lah.....only you... (:

`tralalala....i am off...

The girls who went for chalet

Ok so now i have a craving for those candy sticks...

BBQ

Yam-seng

4E3 with miss debbie

Oink....

Day2

Wild Wild Wet

Wet

crumpled skins

Escape Theme Park

Shrieks....we are on the pirate ship

We love scaring ourselves at the hunted house.....trust me the person look satanic that i cant help but scream my lungs out when i first saw him....

I am sure you know what that means....

Today

Did some serious packing today and so its time to put this stuff at the back of my cupboard....i use to love them....i use to go wah...and ga-ga over them....i use to think about them....talk about them....dream about them and yupp it was use to.....but nah......i dont really fancy them now.....see i even have their signature....and than

i even have their thumb prints....Super fan ya....but yupp they are now no longer famous and i no longer fancy them....so

in the end i decide they should be packed up and brought to the back of the cupboard..sorry ENERGY.......i need space......my table is filled with too much teddies and photo frames.....did i say i love taking photos ? and so i have loads of photo frames on my table to meet those photos in.........

While packing my super messy table i found loads of things....for example this.....look at the date.....its 4 years back than when i am still in primary school.....i guess i could be called a very sentimental person i love keeping things for its sentimental reason.....well that pebble was when i and shufang was still best of friends and errm well we are still friends right now but not as close as we were in the past.......

and here we have a rose....errm my first valentine day gift but nah it no longer holds a value anymore........for those who know who gave me than ok for those who dont know dont bother asking.....This rose belongs to the dustbin........the person who gave me this is not worth remembering....tsk tsk.......after O hoh.....hoh....than haiz....cant wait.....lalalala......nevermind i am just so thankful i have HIM now....so why should i bother remembering you so bye bye rose....* close the dustbin cover *

and yes alas i found this.....this was what i made ? or what yilin made ? i cant remember le....but its also made during year 2002 ba i think.........TFLF.......i think it stands for....true friends last forever ? true friendship last forever ?? err.....kinda abit lame lah...but thats in primary school ma............

I am done with clearing my stuffs....giving away some of my notes.....hope it will be useful for them especially my lit notes arh.....Shawn didi you better take care of it hoh......my lit notes is the most precious le lah.....

I miss SP so much so much.....Girls when can we meet up again ??? I am the only one left idle.....cause i no work so sian....AHH !!!!

Studio Wu ? Dad seem to allow me to go there dance but he did not give me a clear signal of whether is he going to pay or not.....I want to dance.........I want to dance........

7 more days before i am leaving for indonesia...

* Promise *

& she rattle about her life


HELLO. I am JIAMIN. The girl whom you saw peeping at you from next door. She is a Cam-whorer, Compulsive shopper and an Avid blogger. DANCE is her PASSION and her FIRST LOVE. So why wait? Groove to the music already baby!






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