12.3.07
Ok....so i went Job Hunting today....i was this near to getting a job at Aries.....darn.....after wasting much of my time and saliva they decided that i was too young for them...they want staffs who are 18 and above so GOODBYE to me working at Aries....to think i was so happy that finally i am going to get a job......
My face looks red....
Been walking round and round jurong east just to look for some stupid kelly agency which i dont even know where is it.......cause i dont have the exact location......* dumb * At that point in time i feel the urge to box someone......grrr.........but i be nice and not try to box my sister.....bought bubble tea for her instead since she accompanied me to walk round acting like a dumb ass looking for some stupid agency......ok PEACE !
I have drastic mood swing at the moment....Dont piss me off please !!
Going to job hunt again tmr......
Spotted a cute mickey t shirt with suspender shorts......super cute.....i want that......20 bucks quite cheap......but i got no monies T.T
There is a sense of emptiness in my heart....i always put up a mask.....a facade......i try to be cheery but deep inside i am hurt.....i tried to be with you no matter what but now i am tired......mentally exhausted.....
BFF ??? haiz.....i dont know whether is there such a thing anymore....
I dont know why but i am alittle emo now.....All that fustration.....the emptiness and maybe alittle jealousy......* jump and bang my head *
Chatted with Keslyn just now......she asked someone this question like did he ever regretted knowing her and stuff.......and yes truth hurts bad......i have the urge to ask YOU this question......i dont know why......its been more than 2 months like dammit why cant i just get you off my head.......i know you have already done that......
Keslyn you should read this !!
Honestly is never complicated, speaking the truth in all its simplicity unfortunately raises disbelief sometimes, and other times, arouse suspicion..........
So yes i went to the wrong building after all......Jer just told me that it is inside the cpf building....lols.....No wonder i cant find that agency.....Pray that i can get a job........
This is killing me.
Be with me will you ? Why ain't you there when i needed you the most ?
My maid's daughter is coming over to our house tmr......she is going to live at our house for say about 2 months before she go to her new employer's house.......Woots 2 maids....1 house....How cool is that........I bet Daddy is gotten stop giving me money cause there is another mouth to feed now......But still i love my maids......actually calling them maid sounds so wrong.....like so rude.....hmmm.......
Hmm....they finally open up the river? ( i know its not a river but i forget what is the term for it ) for us to canoe but erk no thanks.....no way am i going to canoe there......what if i fall into the river? and found myself surrounded with murky water filled with green moss.......Ok one word GROSS !
Ok end of story. Can i press rewind now ?
Happy/sad/angry/me?
