10.1.07
School was alright today......We were seperated and later brought to our new class......Which class am i in ???? Good question i also dont know......Shall write down what class i am in tmr........But i know i gotten into the art course i want......So for my H2 subjects it would be Econs.....Literature and Geography......and than for my H1 subject it would be Maths....Yes talking about Maths i really could have killed myself f0r being such a dumb dumbe......the dumb dumb me thought that Maths would have mean EMATHS but yupp as you know they dont study EMATHS but AMATHS so yupp i am dead.....really really dead..... =X
I miss my OG......miss crapping and going crazy with them but ok i think i will adapt to my new class soon since i talk so much this days making friends is like so much easier for me.......cheh cheh........
Literature hmm.....feel so intimidated by my surrounding people....All the pros like walau.......i cannot take it......i want a transfer but all my other subs are like CMI and literature is the only one that i am suppossed to be good at....NOTE the word suppossed.........yupp but i think i gotten die soon.......like really really SOON......
And yes i am still waiting for him no doubt.....i dont change targets that quickly........though i really want to so that i can forget him but i know i hardly can......i read through all the past message that he send me and i was like aww....Here is one of the many touching message.....
I need someone to care for me
Someone's hand for me to hold when i am lost
Someone's magical word to cheer me up when i am down
Someone to hug when i fall
Someone to praise me for my achievements
Someone to give me assurance about what i am doing
Someone to share my happiness
Someone to shoulder my load
Someone to bring laughter to my life
Someone to make me smile
I found that someone on 270606
That someone is none other than you.....
And yupp so tears started to flow.......Haiz...... T.T
Chat with bestie on the phone today.....Pour out all my problems.....thank you for listening.....Hope you and I will be free to meet up again soon.....
Sometimes its hard to put up a brave front for others when you are already on the verge of breaking down.....
Shoutout to SP : Hey guys any of you going back for CCA open house ??
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