16.12.06
扂眭耋斕扂飲羶衄渣 硐岆咭賸崋繫豖綴In a foul mood today.....Nothing seems to be going right....The house is in a mess.....No maid here cause she is back at Indonesia......Everyday have to go out eat.....Haiz.....
Listen to tui hou and again i tear....haiz....I need you....I feel we have drifted like so far so far......I admit in the beginning i have this thinking i can live without you but now......i have grown to rely on you so much..... yesterday had this stupid dream that you want to break ....but seriously i think that we wont last forever.... i think i might break the promise ..... i hate to live throught this heartbreak but still i even more hate to see us getting hurt time and again... (T.T) I miss the days we had before we stead i feel so loved than.....Ever since the 3th month pass we had loads of quarrels....cold wars.....WO BU YAO LIKE THAT.......We will be happy soon right? i doubt so le.....You dont cheer me up like how you use to.....You dont do the things you use to do..... Maybe now i am like a irritant to you ba.....Maybe......haiz.......
i leave it to GOD ......
Happy/sad/angry/me?
