26.12.06
Christmas Day with SP !!
Christmas is over !!!! Even though i was not granted the wish of spending christmas with him but still.......nevermind i had the joy of spending christmas day with my clique SMOKING POINT.....and my dear shannen you arh.....you arh........why you so busy leh.....hurhur......we must meet up okie i need pass you your christmas present de.....put so much effort to make it cannot just put it aside so must give you de =X
Anw it was fun having the 3 of them around......crap alot and talk alot about out past and hear many stories about their cca........too bad lah......dance not much stories to tell......haha........It has been a long time since we sat down and chat like that le.....and its a pity shannen never come......too bad sis was around so abit bu fang bian to share everything and thanks sis for taking the pics.....and errm some end up blur =X
I hope this would not be the last meeting for this year but errm i have a feeling it would be that.......I GOTTEN MISS YOU GUYS......seriously life without you guys is really boring....I really miss the time we share.....All the silly things we did......All the crapping and teasing.........awwww...........YOU GUYS CHANGE MY LIFE........feel so sad when seeing you guys leave my house cause its like maybe our last time meeting till next year.....haiz..........Ok enough of emo-ness......
Christmas is over and that also means the new year is approaching and that is what i dread most......2007 brings fear to me......What is ahead of me........my future is unknown......For instant how my new friends would be like......Would i be able to open up to my new friends like how i open up to SP........Would i able to go through the stage of being ignored by him....cause i know he need to study and that study is more important than anything.......Would i able to stay strong and not let my emo nature take over me.......Would i be able to hold on to my love.......Would i be able to cope with my studies.......Would i be able to cope with my new enviroment......Would i this would i that.........i have lots of fears in me.....i fear for the future.....i fear what is going to happen and i hope i can make it through.......Next year is gotten be a really tough year.......A tough year for YOU and ME..............but still i believe we can make it through.......can we ?? i miss you like loads and loads
On a lighter note.......some of the relatives say i look different with perm hair.......some say i look thinner and ask me to eat more??? OOooo.....that means i have achieved my aim to look thinner......but actually i never become thin lah.....or did i ??? hmm........* wonders *
Its 1.30 am.....and i am still blogging.....i cant go to sleep.......i miss him like hell loads......its been a long long time since i last saw him.......tsk............tmr is gotten be a real boring day for me....guess i would be stuck at home......unless some kind souls ask me to go out.....Anyone ??? heh......
1 more day to our 6th month like so super super fast...... 270606
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