31.12.06
Before i knew it.....Its already the last day of the year.......
This year has been a fast pacing one......It seems to zoom pass me even before me knowing what has happen.....
Went to see my past entries and walau i think i never fufill any of my new year resolutions.....cause i dont think i work hard enough.......i never do my tution homework cause there is none.......Pay attention in class maybe at times ba cause most of the time i
January : Had sec 1 orientation.......Look after class 1T1......never expect someone from that class want to jio my sis.....Ok whatever........Than came camp than came my last contact with him.....but i still found it alittle weird as to why he still want to peep at my friendster like super bo liao as if i dont know you come and see.......Than came cca open house...than came another him......another bo liao person.........than came the leadership post.........follow by tons of conflicts as to who to be what........
Feburary & March : Than came V day.....than came to know Shawn didi......Than start to like Shawn lee considering him as my idol........Ok whatever.........Than start to chase shawn as in i would try to go for his matches at clementi stadium whenever i can........than i chase and chase.....Thats when i eventually gotten to know HIM.....HIM who brought to me joy....looking at my past entries on how i blog about HIM its damn funny....haha......Ok than came training for the charity show.........
April and May : All the load came down onto me.......All the rehersals for performances.....All that tests......than came all the extra lessons.....than came all the examinations......Needless to say i fair badly........Did not do my best......Too much distractions going around.....
June : The month which brings me joy and sorrow........Came SC camp than 060606......First came heart break than came happiness.......The break between 060606 and 270606 was horrible......
And before i knew it.....half of the year is gone.....
July and August : Come and go.....Many conflicts happen.......
September and October : The month which i gotten to know 4 great friends and ended up together as a clique.......It was them who was with me all this while.......But of cause i would still rather have him though.....but yuppp Girlfriends are forever so......hmm...........Its only this month that i gotten to go for my first campus concert......My first chinese fav band and the very first campus concert i ever go.......Next we had grad night......
November : The stress.......The O's.......The one that eventually decide what my future would be like......Will i pass and move to the next level or would i fail ?? All the bogus make the 5 of us go crazy and do stupid things like making a goong remake ?? haha.....Miss those times we spend together mugging hope those times pay off......Than came all the craziness i had to handle........Follow by prom night than class chalet.........Miss the times we spend during chalet.......
December : The month which is fill of trials........The first christmas which i enjoyed most.......The very month which i hope would not have end but yupp in 30 mins time its gotten end and still year 2007 will arrive despite me not wanting it to.........This year have been one of the most wonderful year......Gotten to know a great bf and 4 other great friends......Enjoyed many great things and know many great friends.......A fruitful year i should say......Enjoyed my last year in Tanglin and boy how i miss the school........and darn the MI person have not call me yet......Why liddat ???
I am sorry for hurting you.....Sorry for not trusting you........I know what i say now is useless but hope we will be ok soon......Doing the right thing VS doing the thing right.......It is just a swapped between the last two words yet it makes a great big difference......I think i will do the thing right.....I know what i want......Alas....i know i cant give up.......I know i cant bear to......i know you mean too much to me.........I am sorry but i need assurance.......i feel darn afraid after all the talking with the others.......i feel so afraid......and helpless at the same time........Ok i promise i will not like that again.....BU YAO SHEN QI LE OKIE........dui bu qi......wo ai ni...........
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