2.11.06

Arrgh.....Literature paper 1 was like....haiz.....my hopes were dashed the very moment i turn the pages of the question paper.......My hope my only hope of scoring is all gone.........i stone when i saw the questions.....Arrgh.......For the very first time....my heart pump so hard like it never pump before....i think it pump even harder than the first time i saw him.....All i did was to vomit out all the things i can remember....and umm...of course the things i remember are limited cause i had a brain blocked......Arrgh.....block head.........i must remember not to try memorising anything just right before the exams cause the chances of you having a blank mind is very high.....haiz.....Prose.....a disaster........even though i fully understood whatever the passage is about, i cant seem to find what to write about it.......Why like that .....Arrgh......
Next week....Chiong week....All the tough subjects.......haiz......JIAMIN.........you can de.........18 more days to go.......13 more papers to chiong.......

Dont give up.....If you feel down....Think of me....i will support you from afar....thats what you said......but how i wish you are here to support me....but haiz.....nevermind....at least you tried to cheer me when i am down.........wo heng independent le........ * smile big big *
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