Ok so i am one crazy and childish girl who loves to whine and throw tantrums.....


i love story time.....So sweet can that MR NG......he told us about how he woo his girlfriend and how later on he ask her to be his wife....i was like aww..........that girl is so damn lucky........how i wish......Ok nevermind...........So here am i again throwing tantrums wishing that someone could just pamper me alittle.....but.....Nevermind....envying people is just as nice......


Sometimes when i am angry or start throwing tantrums....i wish you was there for me...instead you left me alone waiting for me to cool down....like wtf.......dont you understand me......when i am angry i like people to pamper me alittle or maybe a hug or two.....and there you are waiting for me to say sorry like falala.......all my fault.....nevermind....SHUT UP JIAMIN....JUST SHUT UP !!!


My stomach feel all so bloated now....i been munching non-stop since....in the morning ??? i munch when i am sad...angry or when i am hungry......Choose one......what should i be feeling now......i think i have eaten too much of the purple plum.....or whatever it is that angela bought......its like super addictive.....before i knew it....i stolen the whole packet from her and started eating and eating and eating........Arrgh..........my stomach look round now.....DAMN DAMN...........i hate it when i am fat........and i am in a super lousy mood now.....seeing a fat fat stomach make it worse...........JIAMIN grow up......stop throwing tantrums.........and stop whining.....i should learn to entertain myself a little and pamper myself more....that way i wont get angry when no one does that to me..........

So this is the massager thingy that i bought for him...but i kinda regret it....i should have bought it for myself....that way i can hit myself on the head to get myself out of this cloud i am in......

Goodbye !!