I cant seem to be able to study this days....Nothing goes into my head.....Here in there out....Darn.....darn....and i hate Chemistry.....i dont understand all those chemical equations or whatever....i cant get those stupid things into my head....I am dead for sure......Literature paper 1 will be on thursday.......Looking through all my Lit notes i think i have confidence to score....umm....i think.....hope i can score in this paper so that it can help to pull my paper 2 up..... Ok whatever am i talking.........guess i am too sleepy......so ta-da

I cant get along with chemistry....Neither can Chemistry get along with me.........

GOONG - Ep 24 Proposal & Wedding Clip



aww.....So sweet......Shin is so cute.....I think i like Shin better than Yul now......So Fiqa you can have Yul.........


Oh and at last i found the English translation for the song Perhaps Love....Weets


Perhaps Love sung by HowL & J

I dont know when it all started
When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you
These thoughts would often pop up in my mind
I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you
Its nothing.. its just a little thing
Your words are awkward to me
Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We have finally met.. finally found love
If I wanted to show you how I feel
The only way would be for you to become me
I am already inside of you
Just like you are inside of me
To each other [to each other]
We may already be too accustomed
Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We have finally met.. finally found love
When I think about it [when I think about it]
I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I will try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings
I will be with you, I will only give you fond memories
Please dont ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me~
I already love you so much (you are the only one)


credit to mrs jung ji joon from soompi


Gosh......Today chinese was like.....Arrgh....Cannot make it........Its tougher than June paper.....Darn.......No more A2 for me..........If i can even get a B for this paper i would have already been contended......Over confidence and this is what you will get......Its been so long since i read or even write chinese......I almost forgotten how to even write the simplest words.......Chinese Compos was horrendous.....All i remember was me flipping the dictionary for most of the time.......Reading comprehension was even worse....How i wish i had a dictionary with me than..........Ok whatever......All this are already history.....Time to mug for the other papers.....ta-da........



Goong - Shin and CG



This scene is hilarious.....Shin arh.....he is so cute.....* drools *




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Ok....so there is something wrong with blogger...i cant seem to publish post with photos in it....So ok i shall not post any pictures for now though i feel like publishing pictures of the candies at Candy Empire.....``lalala


Friday :
Our 4 months......kinda hard to believe that time passes so fast.....and gosh...tmr is my Chinese O's......Arrgh.............


Saturday :
Went to library to study....but heh....in the end never really did......bf was there to accompany me....anyway i think the only thing i learn was what is radiation ...cause thats the only thing bf taught me...haha.....After that parents brought me and sis to Vivo......went candy empire again....I simply love that place.......Woots........candies candies.......


Sunday :
Did nothing much accept to sleep and sleep to recover for the sleep lost i had before.......hmm.....ok ta-da shall continue my mugging now.....



So bf saw the sun......in the night........All because i say i want to study.......... (-_-!!)


Suddenly i feel the urge to study.....So i must quickly study before the feeling die down....Which hopely it wont die down........


And i so love shannen house.....I love her room....So cosy and nice......And winnie the pooh is everywhere.....I love winnie.....before i fall in love with Mickey....i love winnie......My first love......haha............I love its big big belly........Shannen help me curl my hair and woots.....hopely by prom i have enough cash to go perm my hair ba....cause i think i look nice with curly hair.........


Feeling rather down this days but i dont know why.........i just have that sad sad feeling in me......Haiz.........i shall not elaborate....Time to mug.....Ciao.....


1 more day to go....



I LOVE GOONG......super nicey........watched at Best friends house today......* drool drool * Yul is cute.............so so cute........* screams *


Ate a lot today....think i just put on another kg.........Opps.....The food at their house is nicey......The cookies.....The Cakes.......The lunch.......Woah....how i wish i am eating those food everyday........Food at home is like..........Nothing compared to them........


Yupp....Bought another top.........i have so many tops but so little bottoms.......hmm..........


I love the way you know how i am feeling so not alright now......really maybe i am not alright....but i do not know what is wrong with me too......Maybe a little too crazy for today..........


Numbers start jumbling when i did maths.....plus become minus......3 zeros turn into 2 zeros......Ok whatever.............Off to do some revision.....must not lose to them.......They started mugging le......Wait for me.......................................... :)


2 more days to go <3

2 Nov - Literature Paper 1

6 Nov - E-maths Paper 1 and Social Studies

7 Nov - Chemistry

8 Nov - English Paper 1 and 2 and Physics ( i gotten die on this day...how am i supposed to last 3 papers in a row... )

9 Nov - Geography

10 Nov - E-maths Paper 2

13 Nov - Literature Paper 2

14 Nov - A-maths Paper 1

16 Nov - A-maths Paper 2

17 Nov - Food and nutrition

20 Nov - Science MCQ

The stress.....i am starting to feel it.....Hope i can pull through and soon i shall be free.......Soon....

Ohh......and i so love today's science practical....For once i know how to do both the chemistry and physics......* jumping and dancing around the room * its like woah and woo......Thats like the easiest question you can get for physics practical....The Pendulum question asking you to measure the time for 10 periods....Its like woah woah........Chemistry was alright....for once i go my Salt A correct....something i should be happy about....hope this time i would ba able to pass my Practical.....High hopes on it.....but ok lets not be over -confident about it.....whenever i am over-confident....i will fail....so hmm....... * cross finger *


Quarantine was sickening stuck in the stupid amphitheatre and it was like Arrh........so noisy...... and for once i am not being myself today.... instead of playing with them i studied.....warrau they asked me to play with them and i choose not to not cause i dao or what okie....i want to study but alamak....in the end....hmmm.....Nevermind the point is i feel adnormal today....or am i always adnormal ??? Seriously i did really try my best to study but i think i have mental block today.....whatever goes in comes out from the other side of my head......i am unable to absorb whatever information that i am reading and that is like so fustrating......After trying to study....ya trying to....for a long long time.... i gave up......i am in no mood to continue anymore.....After sitting for like 4 hours my butt hurts......Started crapping with Angela after she finish her practical.......Anyway had plenty of fun talking to her and sheryl about our religion...christmas and halloween.........so yupp nothing much to say about today so ta-da.... :) Btw....Goong is so nicey........i am like addicted to the show.....


* Promise *

Ok so i am one crazy and childish girl who loves to whine and throw tantrums.....


i love story time.....So sweet can that MR NG......he told us about how he woo his girlfriend and how later on he ask her to be his wife....i was like aww..........that girl is so damn lucky........how i wish......Ok nevermind...........So here am i again throwing tantrums wishing that someone could just pamper me alittle.....but.....Nevermind....envying people is just as nice......


Sometimes when i am angry or start throwing tantrums....i wish you was there for me...instead you left me alone waiting for me to cool down....like wtf.......dont you understand me......when i am angry i like people to pamper me alittle or maybe a hug or two.....and there you are waiting for me to say sorry like falala.......all my fault.....nevermind....SHUT UP JIAMIN....JUST SHUT UP !!!


My stomach feel all so bloated now....i been munching non-stop since....in the morning ??? i munch when i am sad...angry or when i am hungry......Choose one......what should i be feeling now......i think i have eaten too much of the purple plum.....or whatever it is that angela bought......its like super addictive.....before i knew it....i stolen the whole packet from her and started eating and eating and eating........Arrgh..........my stomach look round now.....DAMN DAMN...........i hate it when i am fat........and i am in a super lousy mood now.....seeing a fat fat stomach make it worse...........JIAMIN grow up......stop throwing tantrums.........and stop whining.....i should learn to entertain myself a little and pamper myself more....that way i wont get angry when no one does that to me..........

So this is the massager thingy that i bought for him...but i kinda regret it....i should have bought it for myself....that way i can hit myself on the head to get myself out of this cloud i am in......

Goodbye !!

Should i buy....should i not....should i buy....should i not.......


So i found a mickey necklace that i really wanted at je....super nicey can....The pendant its in the shape of a mickey head.......Oolala.......but i have yet to buy it........cause I AM BROKE....super super broke........tsk tsk.......i should stop eating tibits.......The past few days.....most of my money went to buying tibits.....cause i have an itchy mouth and i like to munch on things when i study.....throw me tibits and i will eat non-stop.......and it is visible that i have grown fat.....wa-wa........i need to stop!!!


Tried to study Chemistry......Tried but i dont know why the facts just seem to be unable to get into my head....but luckily there is still some of it that went into my head....darn darn....i hate chemistry.....and guess what i think i am in love with E-maths .....i can do E-maths non stop but no way am i able to do chemistry not stop....Ok whatever...after that went IMM again...yes again....this time i did not buy anything.....as i have just said....I AM BROKE real broke....i gotten excerise self control....I am in need of money right now.....Mind donating to JIAMIN wallet organisation ?? How i wish someone would just buy some stuffs from me.......Ok i know i am pathetic and most of my clothes are like.....Opps cannot make it......Whatever Whatever !!!


i know you are pissed with me....i am sorry.......I am a girl who needs lots of attention and be shower with care and concern and of course love........i know you will never be able to give me all the attention i want and that i wont be able to fufill everything you want.......And i know this sometimes irritates you cause i like things to be done in my way.....Again i am sorry....Ok i have given my promise so i shall say no more.....Done with my crapping....ta-da.



So i gotteN tag to do thIs.......... =)


note;
- mention gender.
- mention 8 points of your ideal lover.
- tag 8 friends to do it.


gender: Man....duh!!


8 points.
1. Someone who loves me for who i am...and not to change me into whatever he wishes me to be.......

2. Someone who loves me whole heartedly....and would not give up on me so easily...

3. Someone who is willing to brave rain and shine with me......

4. Someone who is willing to do anything for me as long as it makes me happy...

5. Someone who is able to make me happy when i am sad and make me happier when i am happy..... =D

6. When i feel that life is no longer meaningful for me....that someone would come in to give me a hug telling me that everything is gotten be alright....

7. Someone who is able to make me feel secure whenever i am with him....

8. Someone who is ablE to staND mY coNstaNt whIning and craziness...


*And i have found that someone....and thats YOU...... *


the 8 people are
1. Angela
2. Fiza
3. Yilin
4. Huiping
5. Stella
6. Jer
7. Jia Qi
8. Aarti


ok so i am done with this.......Went to library to study with the girls today.......ya rigHt stUdy....i ended up reading a book....shaLL not disclOse the name of the book cause its like.....opps.....so pai seh........they know....you know....i know can le.....haha........Studied for awhile and than later went to IMM to shop shop.....gee....I LOVE SHOPPING........when i saw this massager thingy i thought of him cause the tip of it is basketball and i thought since your match is starting soon you might need it......cause you sure will complain how your back ache and such.....so haha.....i bought it for you......you better use it arh.....shall upload the cute massager thingy after i had given it to him.......i like cute stuff.....wahaa.........*get the hint....haha....after that when back home.....gosh i like spend a total of 8 bucks today......going to go broke soon....to think its only monday today and i still have to survive with what little money i have for the rest of the week...........


so tmr SMOKING POINT is going to study again...hope this time i would not play so much and get some work done....sometimes i think library too has lots of distractions.......for example i would want to munch on the lovely tibits i can find in the 4th floor.......the books that FiQa find......the juisy gossip i get from the girls....... the suai ge(s) that would walk pass our table........and lots more..........so maybe studying in the library might not be that great an idea after all....but at least it is much much better than studying at home......i can get things done at home especially with the com and bed around....hmm.........so ta-da i think i better go off now before i cant wake up tmr......i am broke so no way am i gotten treat bubble tea....haha......


Jiamin loves YOU.....i think i am so obssessed with him.....well....maybe i am......but who cares....as long as i am happy right..... =)



So i foUnd a Mum iN hIm......i doNt kNow whAt eLSe to saY othEr thAN siGhiNg.......


wiLL i haVe thE wiLL pOweR to stuDy 5 Hours a daY aS i haVe prOmise YOu......wiLL i bE ablE to stUDy wiTHout haVing thE feeLing tO slaCk.....wiLL i bE abLE to siT stiLL aND nOt ruN Off to thE cOm to plAy.....wiLL i bE ablE to resiSt thE teMptatiOn of goIng oUt to shOp anD plAy.......i doNt kNow.....aLL oF a suDden i feeL sO PressurizeS.....i feeL thE neeD to pLeasE hIm anD mY pareNTs........bUT i aM afRaiD thAt i migHT haVe a sLight chaNcE oF faiLing thEm....i doNt knOw hOw strong mY wiLL pOwer wiLL bE.....bUt fOR suRe i wiLL trY haRd to fufiLL mY proMIse...... caUSe i wanT tO see thE raInboW........



Thursday :
So this was our first time taking pictures together......met up and went to bukit gomak there mac to study but i guess i can never study with him around cause he is too smart and i feel really pressurizes when he is looking at me when i work out those maths sum.....i so scare to ask you can....cause you like so fierce when i ask you the first question.....you was like huh like that you also dont know.......i was like ok.........i gave up doing..... than aiya you know what happen so i shall not describe......the pictures of us shall be upload at a later time after i edit it.........cause want upload jiu upload mei mei one.....now i lazy to edit cause still got so many pictures that i have yet to upload so hmm...i shall do it soon.....for the time being....just admire our tortise......hehe.......

& she rattle about her life


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