13.8.06
weLL...tMr iS thE dAy...thE bEgInnIng oF thE 4+ dAys....hmm....bUT i dOubt He woUld bE awAke tO taLK to mE oN friDay wHEn hE coMe baCk fRom OBS...sO lEt jUSt maKE it 5 daYs...Its goTteN bE a tOrtuRe anD i kNow i wOuld mIss hIm mOre thAN anYthIng....I reAlly wOnder How i sUrvIve IN thE paSt Not mEssagIng Him aND sUch...ESpeciAlly thE tiME whEn i wAs iN geNtiNg..... 5 wHOle dAy...hmm..bUt tHAts thE pAst...Now evEn fOR 1 dAy NOt MessagIng i wiLL feeL sO daRn weIRd aS iF i haVe sOmetHing MissIng iN mY lIFe....bUt OK i wiLL sUrvIVe thIs 5 dAys....sO dOnt wOrrIed....i Know thAt tiME wiLL paSs reAl faSt de....For You i wiLL smIle aLL thE wAy......But reAlly i goTteN Miss You lIke sIAo....bUt i know No maTtEr hOw fAr wE aRe, Our hEarTs aRe stILL clOSe to eaCh oTher....cauSe THE MOON.....When we LooK aT THE MOON we wiLL thInK oF eaCh oTher....hmm..........I am siCk agAin...Darn...ThiS iS so tErrIBle...KindA weaK thIS dAys...MaybE caUSe i diD nOt takE EnougH vItaMins and sUch...doWn wiTh sore tHroat aND Flu....Hope i gEt bEttEr OR eLSe haha....My eNglIsh Oral.....bUt haha...i thInk bY thAN i woUld haVe bEeN bEttEr...
PraY thAt tMr wHEn hE caLLs, i wOnt gEt Emo....i am sO so afRaiD thAt i wILL bE but hmm...i shAll coNtRol...No doubTs teArS wiLL foRm bUt i wont lEt My taP go lOSe.....haha.....ToMorrOw A-mathS tEst.....die...i thInk i wOuld die badly agAin....i haVe no moRe mooD to dO my A-maTHs....doing A-mathS iS lIke a tortUre tO mE...I jUSt aiN't cUt oUt fOR it....
Oh....aND i MEt JaneLLa ( ShoppIng blOg ownEr ) toDay....aND boy....i feLt stUpid waItiNg thEre fOR 20 Plus MintuEs...sHe wAs lAte....bUT oK nEvErmInd...i aM patIent...gOttEn mY itEms...hmm...IT iS kInda alRight iT terMS oF iTs QuaLity...sO May bUy mOre clOthEs fRom Her iN fUtuRe...ok ta-da....eNd oF crapping...
47 days <3
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