4.7.06
Ok i aM Like sO lOoKing fOrwArd to sEe Him....Our 7th dAy...haha....ButtErfLies seeM tO bE flyiNg aRound In mY tuMmy aNd i Know Not wHy...hmm....DarN...i haTe fOucs.....i reAlly wAnna wAtCh thEm Play...haiZ...Ok nEvErmiNd....ChineSe Oral...Ahh...ITs goTtEn bE mY turN iN 2 dAys tiMe...6 July 06.....6 AgAin..haha....i seeM tO hAve lOTs tO dO wiTh thE nUmbEr 6 LateLy...tsk tsk....So sCare...jUSt thE thOugh of mE siTtiNg iN frOnt Of thE tabLe wiTh tWo teaChers staRing At mE whiLe i aM reaDing juSt freAks mE oFf toTally....Its Mind boggliNg...Ahh....i jUSt sO haTe thE thouGht of it...hiaZ....
AgAin i wEnt baCk tO mY baD hAbiT oF sleePing reAl lAte aT niGht...Darn...i aM goIng to diE sOOn iF i cOntiNue lIke thIs...4 HouRs sLeep a dAy cAn reAlly kiLL mE...How i wiSh thAT thEre iS mORe thAn 24 HouRs a dAy...i wAnt mOre slEep nOt mOre sTudy....bEen quIte 'guai' LAtEly....i dID MY hOmeWork...haha..less oF cOpyiNg...WOah i aM sO daRn ProUd oF myself...`blah.
TaSk B quesTiOn fOR F&N caMe...daRn...i aM sURe gOing to diE fOr My plAnniNg...i aM cOmplEtely cLueless oN whAt thAt haS goTtEn bE dOne...die....HopE thAT thEy cOuld giVe uS soMethIng about thE heAting oF suGar oR soMEthIng lIke thAt....``blah blah blah....
THere iS thIs suDden feAr thaT grIp mE...suDdEnly i feeL sO aFraiD... FeAring abOut wHAt iS goIng to hAppen iN thE nExT fEw dAys oF mY lIFe...It cOuLD jUSt cHangE thE wHole cOurse oF my lIFe...Its EithEr i mAke iT oR i breAk iT....Damn....ThiS iS sO freAkinG sCary....Hug me...i deSperAteLy nEed Hug tO cAlm mE doWn....CaLm mE frOm thIs uNknOWn feAr wiThin mE...
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