10.7.06
Jia Min !!! sHun bAO ( PrImary sChooL friEnd ) sUddeNly cAll mE waKing mE uP fRom mY daZe...iTs bEEn a lOng tIme siNCe shE laSt sPoKe tO mE...tHougHt sHE wAnna asK mE thE tiMe so i loOK at mY wAtcH.....haiZ....Woah...My heArt nEarly JumP oUt wHEn i heArd abOut Ling Xiang DeaTh...Ok i aM ExaggEratIng iF mY heArt wAs tO jUmp out i wOnt bE hEre....haIZ...ReaCh sChooL...QuiCkly ChiOng tO cOPy A-maThs....FiZa iS alReAdy tHEre cOpyiNg...DarN sHe cOpY sO fAst....tHE rAtE iN wHich i wAs cOpying is lIke oNe QueStiOn i cOPy = One aND thE haLf qUestIon oF whAt FiZa iS cOpyiNg....DaRn i aM sO sLow...i sHouLd trAin myselF uP to wrITe faSter...bUT wheN i wriTe faSt mY worDs wOuld sTart to fLy anD beCome sMaller iN sIze...dArn
ASseMbly In hAll sO i aNd FiZa deCided to go tO thE SC rooM to cOPy whiLe wAitIng foR thE reSt to cOMe...RIng Ring !! weLL thE bELL rAng..nEvEr wEnt uP to thE hAll...stAY aT thE mAin sTaIR thEre....TeAchErs haVing mEetIng thAn sAw Ant. hE wAnnA taKE tIssUe ?? sO wE bluFf blUff aCcompAny hIm...haha.....thAN tHE 3 oF uS....FiZa, ColiN anD me wAS beHavIng lIKe thieF...sNeakly trYing to gEt oUt A-maTHS cOpied....haha....IT wAs a HilaRious sight....wE sWitCh oFf thE rOOm ligHT, uSing oUr haNDpHones tO pRoVide Us wIth thE lIght....i gaVe uP cOpyIng iN thE eNd....i wAs tOO sLow...haha...stiLL aT beGinnEr staGe boTh oF thEm eXpert staGe iN cOpyiNG le...wahaa....nEvErmInd i sHall tRY aND wIn thEm sOmedAy...
WeNt Up tO haLL aFtEr wE sIng thE naTioNal anthEm....`lalala....thAn Miss hing aSked thE fEw oF us thE ex-qifa peoPle wHetHEr We wAnt tO gO tO hIs fUnerAl...haIZ...sAid yeS...wE oNly wEnt tO hIS wAke...thAn i aLso abIt scAre sCare caUse i nEvEr wEnt tO anY fUnerAls bEfoRe...Ok NEvErmiND...Went dOwn baCk tO SC rooM aND guEss wHAt...Its LocK....man...i cOulD haVe gOne bOguS iF i NEvEr sEe Mr Lim...He sAve My Day....``whee...i wAS MSging EvEryoNe nEarly wEnt craZy....My bAg !!! Ahh...ITs lOCk iN aND iTs crYing fOR hElp....My bAg wAnted Me tO saVe iT.....Ahh...WHAtEver....sO baD...ThEy NEvEr hElp mE tAKe....Ok NEvErmInd...FiZa cAme sOmeMore laUgh aT mE...dAMn Pai sEh.....haha...bUT iTs kInda fUnny thInkiNg aBout it....
chinEse lEsson...thEre IS tHis lIttLE birdy thAt cAMe iNtO oUr clAss aND dO nOt kNow hOw to fLy oUt...Poor tHing...It mUSt haVe bEen friGhtEn fRom aLL oUr screaMing cauSe It seeM cOnfuSed Juming HEre aND thEre...bUT tHAn agAin it LooK injuRed caUse thE wingS looK fUnny...aww....wAnted tO saVe IT baDly bUT darN i aM afRaId oF iT...iN thE eND i dO nOt kNow whAt happEn tO thIS pooR lIttLE birDy caUSe Miss Debbie asK US tO gO beFore i see wHat haD haPPen to it....hmmm...
SchOOl haD charted tWo buSeS fOr uS to gO thEre...reaCh theRe...tHere iS thIS feAr thAt suddeNly OverCOme mE...Its dAmn scAry....I stArtEd tHinKing aBout What iF i Die One dAy...wOulD thEre BE So Many PeoPle cOmiNg to sEnd mE oFF My vErY laSt JourNEy...WouLD tHere bE peoPle bY mY sIde wHEn i aM aT mY vEry LAst breAth....wOuld peOPle eVer rEmeMbEr mE aftEr i dIed....Ahh....aLL thIs tHougHTs stArted tO OvErCome mE aS i wAs thEre wAtChiNg PeOpLe pAy reSpeCt to hIm...I wAS tOO AfrAid tO looK iNsIdE thE coffIn...i wAs reAlly reAlly scAre....i cAnt bEaR to see His faCe...i wAs afRaId i wOuld bUrst iNto teArs...And tHe thIngS hIs mAma sAid to hIm abOut aLL hIs frIendS iS hEre tO see Him....Its lIke Ahh...sO sAddEniNg cAn...QuitE a fEw cRied....bUt mAybE caUSe i wAsn't sO clOSe tO hIm sO not mUCh feeL...iF hE iS sOmeoNe deAr tO Me...i bEt mY teArs cOuld haVe flooD thE plAce...dId sOme deeP thinKing thEre.....i juSt wAnna teLL eveRyoNe i kNow thAT
I LovE God
I lOve My fAmily
I lOve Him
I loVe mY beSt FriEnds aND beStie
I lOVe My fRiends
I lOVe my ENeMies aND thOse wHom i Love tO haTe
I lOve EverYoNe thAt iS aRouND mE
I sHaLL treAsUre evEry MoMenT i sPenD wITh aLL my Love Ones..MaybE i wOuld jUst gO aNy MomeNt so i shAll lIve Life to thE fuLLest evErydAy....I shAll lEarN tO lOvE thOse PeOple i haTe aND FogIve thOse peOple ....aND i aLso seeK fORgIveNess frOm thOse wHo haTe mE ( if thEre iS aNy ) hmm...i reAlly wIsH thAT thEre iS nO deAth In thIs woRld...But daRN thAt wOuld nEvEr evEr hAppen...IF thEre iS nO dEath, thE worLD woUld bE oVer PopulAted....PeoPle wOuld stiLL evEntuAlly kILL eaCh othEr fOR thE sAke Of territoRy...haIZ...
LifE iS jUSt sO uNfAIr...wHy mUSt thIS thIngs haPPen to a guY whO is Merely 16 yeArs old...wHY sO sOOn ?? haIZ....i hOpe i dO nOt haVe tO gO sO sOOn but lIfe iS UnpreDictablE...We nEvEr kNow whAt iS gOing to hAppEn Next....haIZ....thE sKy seeM tO bE mourNing fOR hIm toO...haiZ....IT rAin anD rAin....IT wAS daRn cOld...ColD cOld cOld...My hAir stArted StaNdiNg aS iF iT haD bEen ElectroCuteD.....hAiZ...wEnt baCk to sChooL aFtEr tHAt....
PracticAlly i nEvEr reAlly stuDy muCh toDay....Only stUDied fOr 2 PerIods...wHich iS F&N....Tmr iS oUr O lEveL PlannIng eXam fOR F&N....hOpe thAT i wOnt sCreW it Up....TiME IS gOing sO quiCkly NowAdAys....7 dAys a weeK sEems lIke onLy 5 dAYs...In a blink Of aN eYE O levEl WouLd haVe beeN hEre....MondAy TueSdAy WedNesdAy ThursdAy FrIDaY SatUrdAy SundAy........If Only i cOuld reWind tiME....SundAy SatuRdAy FriDay ThurSdAy WedNesdAy TuesDay MondAY....i wOUld frEeZe iT rIgHt aT thE moMent wHEn i wAS wIth hIm....i wOndEr whEn wOUld Our nExt trIp gOing out toGeTher....haiZ....i seeM tO haVe aLL mY tiME fully paCked to thE brIm...i aM breAThless rIght nOw....i stiLL nEed More tIme tO caTch mOre aIr so thAt i cOuld contiNue thIS paCked JournEy...Its sUCh a Long lOng JourNEy....haiZ....
13th day <3
Happy/sad/angry/me?
