24.7.06
HaiZ....i aM gEttIng raTher SensiTive thIs daYS....i wOulD stARt tO ImagIne IF pEopLe Are taLkiNG bEhInd my baCk...Darn....SometImes i reAlly wiSh thAT i haVe thE PowEr tO rEAd one's mind aND yupp...StAy oUt oF thOse wHo hAs eviL tHOugHts lurKing aRound theIR mInd aND treAsURe thOse wHo reAlly caReS fOR me...blahx...SeriouSly in mY PMS-inG mooD.... dOnt Piss me...i will bitE....My mum iS aLso in HEr craZy mooD thIs dAys...blaHx....wHAtEver....Yippe !! 3Th trIp oUt...wEnt to MAc...aTe Mcflurry OreA....Orea rawKx....PaRdon mY craZiness....Ain't In thE riGht frAme oF mInd...thAN taLk tAlk tAlk..thAn go hOmE...GoiNG oUt oN MondAy caN gEt reAl bOriNg...bUT nEvermInd aS lOng aS it IS tiMe sPenD With Him iT dOEs not maTter iF wE Are AT toWn oR aT sOme mAc...bUt thAn soMetiMEs iT cAN bE reAL saDdenIng....Dad...wHy Your cOmpaNy arrAnge Your SchelduE iN sUCh a wAy thAT iT AlwAys seeM to bE yOur off dAY oN FridAy oR sAturDay...Now i reAlly likE mY dAd woRKing Afternoon sHift...* evil grin * caUSe iT wOuld bE eaASier fOR mE to gO oUt with hIm.....Ps. dOnt teLL mY daDdy....hE would kiLL mE iF hE fiNd oUt abOut it...haha...bUT nevErmind...i haVe a feeLing thAT he mIGht haVe alReaDy kNow soMethIng iS gOing on...blahx...
hmm...sChools gEttIng more anD mOre craZy thIS dAys....i dont reAlly wiSH foR moRe excItement.....i aM afrAid thaT i cANt taKE uP thE cHallenGe....ThEre aRe lOts oF thIngs thAt i reAlly wAnt to Pour oUt bUt thAN agAin...sOme tHings wOuld bE bEtter iF ITs leFt unSpokeN...i dont wAnt tO creAte wAr....sO ta- da eNougH oF craPping...i dont wANt to haVe PeOple wHo goSsip abOut wHAt i wrIte oN mY blOG sO i shAll trY My beSt to keeP mY fUtuRe pOSt shOrt anD sweet... whIch iS lIke 99% iMpossIble....bUT nEvErmiNd i shAll Try .....
I will treasure each moment spend even if its only for a second...
Happy/sad/angry/me?
