15.6.06
Life caN gEt sO tiRing aT tIMes....You waKe Up dO thE sAme oLd rOutiNe...WaSh face...brusH teeTh....eAt breAkfaSt aND thE dAy begIns...haIZ...i wiSh thEre iS mOre eXciteMent iN mY liFe...bLoggIng Now in caSe i haVe No tiME tO gO online aT niGht...hmm...parEnts wiLL bE brIngIng us tO airPort ??? haiZ...caUSe thEy wAnt tO see thE bUdgEt aIrPort....haiZ....wHAts thEre tO see....AIR PLANES ??? haIz....i dOnt wAnt to taKE bUdgEt aIr-linEs...No wAy...i thINk thEir aIr-PlaNEs etC iS jUSt tOO smAll fOR mE...anD Ahh...No fOod Provided....sO No wAy aM i gOing to takE thAt....brr....
haVe bEen gO roundIng around our lIttLe CouNTry yEstErdAy....i aIn'T iN thE mood tO shOp...i doNt knOw whY...thEre iS jUSt No urgE iN mE to wANt tO dO thAt....i wAnna caTch mOviE...i wANt to wAtCh sIlenT hiLL...i mISs watChIng mOvIes...ITs beeN lonG sinCe i watCh oNe...thE laSt one ?? hmm...i thInk wAs uLtrA-vioLet...aND iT wAs lIke In ApriL ? wEll...aT lEAst my littLe cOusin cHeer mE uP a littLe YEstErdAy...pLayed with HEr aND acT liKE a babY....``lalala...sOmetIMEs plaYiNg wiTh kIds woUld jUSt makE yOu sO haPPy...i wAs lIke acTinG lIKe a sMall biG kID...caUSe mE aND littLE cOusIn wANted tO eAt maShed PotatoEs aND dad wAnted tO gO macS...so bOth oF uS werE lIke acTing like craZY KIds...In thE eND aTe aT MAcs...bUt wHEn 711 tO bUy MashEd PotAtoEs...Yippe !!! tWo tHings thAt cOulD jUSt chEer mY dAy up...White cHocoS aNd...Mashed PotAtoes....I aM actIng lIke a sMAll kID...haIZ...i aM dESpEratE tO bE haPpy sO i aM doing wHAt sMall kIDs dO to bE haPPy...bUT `lalala....MAsHed PotAtoEs caN reAlly mAke mE reAl higH....
i bEen aCtiNg lIke craZy looKing aT My Hp aLmoSt evErY feW Mins HoPing thAt he would mSg mE...Ahh...i aM beeN sUCh a stUpid girl....maybe tHe cHOice i havE mAde is nOt wHAt i wAnted it tO bE...MAybe...cauSe iF thAt iS wHAt i wAnted iT tO bE, i woUld nOt hAve bEen sO Upset aND craZy....thIS iS sO fUStrAtIng...Or mAybE wE jUSt wont MAde to be...caUSe YEstErdAy whEn i oFfline i sAw hIm jUSt onlinE...MaNagE to caTch a glimSpe oF hIS nICk...Ahh... wHy lIke thAt...i reAlly haVe thIs uRge tO taLk to hIm...bUt...i gUEss iT aLL bOils doWn tO priDe...i aM aFraID tO maKE thE fIRst Move aND maYBe tOO prOUd...sO aLL i cAn dO iS siLeNtlY crY....well thATs wHAt i dO mOSt oF thE tiMe...CRY....blah...i bEen crYing tOO oFtEn thIS daYS maYbe i shouLd gO anD tiGhten mY sCreW...
jUSt aS i aM wiShiNG someoNe mSg mE...yEs sOmeOnE did...bUT not wHo i wAnted...haIZ...tIghtEn UP Your ScreW Lady.....sHAll tRy to bE hAppy toDay....
iTs bEen tHE 9th daY...
Happy/sad/angry/me?
