Well sEnd Chia lynn oFf At thE aIrpORt tOday...ArSe...i woKe Up lAte...wOkE uP at 5.50 aNd i wAs lIke daMn thIs time i goTtEn bE lAte...RusH Out Of My hOuse...caNt dEcIde oN whAt i sHouLd taKE...Bus...train ??? Nah...so i staNd neAr bOth thE buStop anD see whIch bUS caMe fIRst...well...eNdeD uP taKing buS tO clEmeNti....saW Jia Qi at thE bUStop...i wAs dAmn bLur gOng iN thE fIRst PlaCe...cAnt reCogNizE hEr caUSe shE lEt doWn hEr hAir...pretty....haha...
reaCh cLemEnti staTion....woaH...boTh oF uS weRe thE fiRst tO arrIVe....woAh...oTHer thAn sHuqiNg aND jaMie ? tHE reSt wEre lAte...hurhur...Ok NEvErmiNd..i aM patIent...wahaa...aFtEr thAt bai lu caMe..foLlow bY aLoy...thAn Jer thAn Jun hAo aND laStly kevinn..sUrpRiSe hE caMe...caUSe i exPect tHat oNly Sec 3 anD 4 cOme...anD ha...HE iS cUTe...hE diD nOt kNow wHo iS cHia Lynn but hE caME tO senD hEr off...haha...
HaiZ...wE only mAnage tO see cHia Lynn fOR 1 mIn ??? hmm...trIEd tO cOntaCt HEr buT shE wAs UnreaChabLe...so lalala....wE wAitEd OutsIDe thE dePartUre Hall hOpiNg thAt shE haVe nOt gone iN yEt....aND fInally wE saw HEr....bUt shE wAs ruShing fOR tiMe...caUSe iTs gaTe cLosing...No draMa- mama thEre...No teArs wAs sHEd...caUSe evErytHing wAs HappeNing sO faSt...sO da-ta sHE wEnt in...anD hmm..wE wEre lIke dIAo....sO faSt...cOme ALL thE wAy fRom ClemEnti tO chaNgi aND oNlY maNage to caTcH 1 mIn Of HEr...hehe...SHe lOok LiKE a STAR....sHE wORe hEr caP...hmm...lIke sOme iDols....anD wE wEre HEr FANS...haha...wOah..Lots oF PeoPle caME to seND hEr Off...bUT i guEss hEr churcH mAtEs gEt to see HEr mOSt cauSe thEy wEre wiTh HEr bEfoRe thAt...wHereaAS fOR uS...SC...hEr freNs...diD nOt mANagE to dO so tOo...LIke Us thEy wAitEd around thE dePartURe hAll...haiZ...
AfTer thAt wE wEnt craZy taKing pIctURes aND taking thE SKYTRAIN...hehe...ITs bEeN lOng sIncE i LAsT tOOk tHAt....wEnt tErmInal 1 tO eAt...did NOt kNow thAt thEir B1 haVe a HawKEr thEre....hmmm...maYbe cauSe DAD alwAys go thOse cLassY pLAcE...sPeakIng oF DAd...tOmorrOw iS faTher's Day....Yippe...I LOVE MY DAD....Now bacK tO thE fOOd...wEll aLL i caN sAy iS thAT i wiLL nEvEr eAt thEre agAin...NEVER....fooD thEre wAs suCky...Yucks...dRink thAt iS tOO cOnceNtrAted aNd thE sOup NoodLe is Sweet...YuCks...doNT evEr aSk mE to eAt thAt agAin...Not evEn iF You giVe mE tHousaNd oF dOllaRs...
aFtEr thAt wEnt JP...caUSe baI lu wAnted to takE HEr frAme...hmm....wENt arcade...tHEy pLayed caR-racIng i dId not...thEy aLL too pRo...haha....anD saW sOme gUys plaYing baSketbaLL i meAN thE macHine...woah....daMn gOOd...they gottEn thE hIghEst scORe OF thE dAy....woNder wHich sChooL thEy cAMe frOm...Ok wHAtEvEr....``lalala...i wAs pRettY HigH aT thAt tIme...
WeNt sUbwAy...nah...caN't eAt...tOO fUll frOm thOse NoodleS...wAtcHed Jer anD Aloy eAt...ReSt wEre lIke snAppIng pIcTUres....lalala....tHAn thEre wAS thIs UltrAmaN sHow GoiNg oN fOR Kids....lalala....thAn IT reMindS Us Of....ULTRAMAN...BATMAN....SUPERMAN...haha..
HilarioUs sight i sHouLd sAy....aFtEr thAt i lEfT fIRst caUSe i aM freAkingLy tIreD...aFtEr tHAt stILL haVe sWimmIng....aND bOy wAs i reAl proUd thAt afTer sO lOng i reaCh thE swimmIng pooL oN tiMe....yeAh nOW i aM abLE tO swIm buttErfly witHout stoPping...boy waS i ProUD oF Myself...haIZ...bUt stiLL maNy sadeNing thIngs haPpen tHAt maKE mE have No mooD to dO whAtEvEr things...haIZ....
wEll NOw i shAll lEt my PiCs dO thE taLkiNg....As thE sAYing goEs PictuRes caN paInt a tHousaNd woRdS...
AirpOrt...
`lalala....SKYTRAIN...
whee....Skytrain...
`lalala...tHe buNch oF gUrLs thAt weNt...
Shuqing anD mE...XD
SeriOusly i dId nOt kNow i wAs caUght oN cAm..
wE aRe taKinG so mUch pICs oN thE trAin aS iF thIs iS our fIRst time taKing it...wahaa...
sNap snAp sNap...
The Second hAlf oF thE dAy
EvEn tHouGh i wAs iN thE PooL...mY mInd wAs litErAlly sOmeWhere elSe... i wAS PonDerIng about whAt haD happEn iN thE afTernOon....ITs jUSt a Fairytale thAt diD nOt lAst becAuse oF mE....i am Sorry...i really am and i MeAn iT....i aM sorrY tHAt i kePt qUiet moSt oF thE tiMe tHrougHoUT thE cOnvErsAtiOn wE haD oN thE PhOne...IT coulD jUSt bE oUr lAst tiMe taLking on pHone..i doNt kNow...bUt...i dID nOt treAsuRe iT...sOmetImes i juSt taKE tHingS fOr grAnted aND iTs oNly wHEn yOu aRe loSing iT bEfOre You lEarN tO trEasuRe iT bUt fOR mE...IT caME tOO lAte...i wAS reAlly hAppy aT fIRst wHEn i reCeiVe hIS mSg thAt hE wAnna taLK oN phOne..reASon bEing i meAn hIS vOicE anD evErytHing...bUT...i dId nOt tReasUre iT...i dID nOt trEaSure thOse tHings i haVe...i kEpt quieT reAson bEing i wAs trYing mY bEst tO cOntrOl mY tEars...mY taP seeM sO lOSe tHIs daYs...bUT iN thE eND i caNt cOntrOl iT aND lEt IT aLL oUt...YES...You aRe rIghT tO sAY i aM seLFisH aND i gUEss i reAlly aM...i juDgE peoPle bY How thEy looK...eVen thE oNe thAt i lIke...aND maYbe thAts whY wE ain'T tOgEthEr...i aM selFisH bUT i cAnt hElp it...i aM boRn thE wAY i aM... i shoUld think thAt afTer thIs whOle epIsoDe You wiLL staRt to hAte mE...i guEss yOu nEvEr thOugHt thAt i aM suCh a PErsOn...weLL i dID nOt tHougHt sO iN thE beGinnIng tOo...i tHOugHt tHAT i cOuld accPEt the oNe i liKE nO maTtEr hOw thE pErsOn iS..bUT afTer thIs i am prOvEn wrOnG....i cAre tOO mUCh abOUt wHAteVEr oThErs sAy...i cAre tOO mUCh abOUt thEIr cOmmEnts...i cAre hOw othErs wOuld See uS...i cAre tOO mUCh abOut aLL thIS uSelEss tHings anD thAt iS wHAt haVe affEcteD oUr RelAtioNShip....i aM bEing tOO seLf- ceNterEd....aLL i tHinK iS aboUT myseLf bUt nOt OthErs....bUt oNe thInG i kNow fOR suRE iS thAt duRing thAt tiME whEn i sAy i liKE yOu oR lOVe You....i meAN iT...i reAlly meAn iT...i aM sorrY fOR whAtEvEr hURt i haVe cAuseD to You toDay...i shAll trY to bE HappY fOR You...For You....i aM soRry fOR wHAtEvEr teArs sHEd...i diD nOT meAn it...i aM SorrY....i guEss i jUSt dO nOt haVe thE guTs tO teLL yOu whICh iS whY i wrITe hEre hopIng tHAt You wILL reAd aNd uNdErstaND How i feeL toWardS thE whOle iNciDenT...bUT iF yOu jUSt wAnna lEt thIs bE thE paSt...i reSpeCt YouR decIsIon...LEt thE teArs sHEd toDay bE thE laSt evEr wE sHEd fOR eaCh oThEr...i shAll reMeMbEr whAt You sAid toDay....sOrry fOR dIsAppOinTinG You sO mUCh....You hAvE evEry rIgHT tO haTe mE....caUSe i haVe lEt You doWn sO mUCh...i guEss i am nOt wORtH iT to be treaSure....Thank You sO mUch fOR eveRytHing...aND sorrY fOR aLL thE hUrt causE...i reAlly wiSh thAt nOne oF thIs aCtuAlly haPpen...bUT mAybE i nEed sOmEoNe tO heLp in maKing My decIsIon...i aM afRaiD thAt i wiLL regRet fOr i hAve sAid iTs oNlY whEn i lOSe thAt sOmeOne bEfORe i gEt tO UnderStaND hOw ImpoRtaNT tHAt pErsOn iS tO mE... bUT....HeY...reAlly i dId nOt tHinK sO long bEfORe i teLL You OR wHAtEvEr nOt becAuSe i caNt accEPt your LooKS aNd beCauSe tHinkIng about hOw yOu haVe trEat mE...thAt i caNt maKe uP mY mINd...Its jUSt beCaUSe i caNt deCided oN whAt i wAnt....i diD Not wANt to rePly cauSe i waS reAlly dAmn sAd At thAt tiMe...bUT i bEt You caNt UndErsTanD hOw i feeL lIke hOw i cAnt underStANd ....caUSe wE aiN't thE OthEr perSon...i aM cOnfuSed paRtlY caUSe i stiLL haVe feeLings fOR you....haIZ...I goTteN mUstEr evEry oUnce oF cOnfIdeNce i had...For YOU i wiLL.....thIs iS oh- sO cOnfusIng...shAll enD hEre....tiLL thAn
`ThIs is jUSt thE begInniNg of mY nEw pHase oF Life... tHE 11st day.....
