24.6.06
2nd Post OF thE dAy... i mUSt sAy thIs beFore i haVe anY of suCh thIng HappeNing agAin..
i blEw my toP..
i Am fURiouS..
anD hOW i wiSh i neVer dId aLlow yOuR frIenD tO see My blOg..
Damn...hOw i wiSh i could tuRn baCk tiME...
To PeoPle wHo dont knOw ME whO reAds mY blOg ( iF thEre iS anY ) :
Dont JudGe mE mEreLy oN wHAt i wRittEn hEre...sO whAt iF iTs a dAy diffEreNCe...thAT i hAvE totAlly cHAnge mY viEws oR pErcEptIOn aboUt sOmethIng...sO whAt iF iTs thAt wAY...You dO nOT kNow mE...yOu NEvEr evEn sEe beFore wHo i aM...You diD nOt evEn KnoW hOw mY chARacTEr iS lIke sO whO aRe You tO juDgE mE...A strAngEr trYing tO juDgE mE....DAmn iT....WorDs cAnt reALly deScRibE hOw thE PErsOn fElt insIDe...feEliNGs aRe sOmethIng thAt nO woRdS cAn deScribE...ThE PErsOn mAy soUnd hAppy whEn thEy pHraSe thEir woRds iN thEir blOg...bUT doEs thAt mEAn thEY aRe hAppy ?? A pErSon maY sound As iF thEy dO nOt cARe aboUT whAtEvEr iS goIng to hAppeN...bUT doEs nOt meAn thEY dont cAre ? i mAY sOund aS baD aS a HyProCriAte bUT doES thAT meAn i aM oNe...DAmn iT....i dOnt nEed You tO gUEss whAt i aM fEelIng nOw caUsE i aM tElliNG You wHAt i am feeLing nOw....i aM angry ....UpseT anD blAh blAh....tHE feeLing iS More thAn worDs caN deScriBe... The iMAge PortrAy iN a bLog cAn tuRn oUt sO sO baD...
mAN i haTe iT wHEn sOmeoNe judGe mE abOut whAt i wRIte...dAmn...i aM reAlly reAlly...Arrgh...DAmn Damn...All i haVe iS tO cuRse MyselF...whO aSk mE stuPid gUndU giVe out mY blOG aDd...haiZ...tHATs mY eNdIng...DAmn....i wAnna tuRn bacK tiMe...i wiSh i nEvEr blOg thOse stuFf...OK i shAll nOt blOg about thOSe stuFf agAin..i shAll oNly blOG whAt haPPen in scHool, aT hOme...blAH blAh blAH...nOthIng abOut hIm anyMore...i am tiRed...reAlly tiREd thIS tiMe...i haTe to bE juDgE jUSt bY whAt i wrITe abOut hIm...i shOuld KeeP mY moUth shut anD keeP mY feeLings iNsiDe..itS bEttEr thIs wAy...fOR him and fOR me...
Enough said..
Happy/sad/angry/me?
