18.5.06
You weren't there when i need you.... i guess absence really makes the heart grow fonder...
tHis iS craZy....toDay is jUSt not mY dAy...Arrgh...oF thE 6 PapErs i gotteN baCk onLy 1 oF thEm pAss..how PathEtIc cAn it gEt...haIZ...i reAlly feeL liKe bangiNg mY hEad agAinSt thE wAll whEn i sAw mY emAthS paPEr 1...dAmn lOts oF cArelEss mIStaKE ...ArrGh...i cOulD haVe pAss...but whAt iS thE usE oF sAying aLL thIs nOw..Its oVer..iTs OvEr...whAt i cAn dO nOw iS tO reAlly cOnceNtrAte aNd stuDy anD maKE sUre i sCore bEttEr thAn thIs fOR mY prelimS aNd mY O leVel..i aM going to dO sOmetHing about aLL thIS faiLing gRades thIs tiMe..i pRomiSe mYselF aNd i aM goIng tO makE sUre i mAke it haPPen..i cAnt lEt thIs gO oN anymORe..i dOnt wAnt Lots oF reD MarkS tO aPpeAr oN mY rePoRt bOok...
LiTeRatUre PapEr 1...i aM reAlly reAlly DisAppOinTed with mY reSult..aLL i cAn dO nOw iS tO prAy thAt i sCore bEttEr iN PAPer 1...hope aNd pRay i gEt 31/50....wHicH iS sO higHly ImpoSsibLE...bUt i nEed 31 marK mORe tO paSs...aRrgh..i aM a ComplEte fAilurE...wHAt haS haPpen to me...darn..i aM reAlly feD uP whEn i sAw thE EssEnce oF mAn qUestIon i Only gOttEn a PathEtiC 4 marKS out oF 25....cOnsIderIng thAT i wRote sO loNg fOR thAt...What haD gOne wrOng...whY 4...wHy....anD tHEre iS sO maNy tiCks foR thE anSwEr i gaVe bUt whY enD uP onLy 4 maRks..doEs iT meAns thAt hEr oNe tiCk iS equAl to 1/4 maRk...Arrgh...i aM maD...MAD MAD MAD....LuCkily mY eSsAy diD fAirly oK...goTtEn a 19/25....haIZ..Not rEAlly wEll done..bUT whAt to dO hEr oNe tIck = 1/4 maRk..Arrgh....i wRote 2 paGes lOng aND thAts wHat i gEt..aRRgh...ok fiNe...PrAy thAt fOR prelims sHE is nOt thE oNe maRking mY paPers..
ChemIstrY...a CompLEte FaiLure...i cOuld hAve die-ed whEn i sAw mY pratiCal maRk...i gottEn oNly 4 marKs...aRrgh...4...wHy 4 agAin...Ahh..i haTe thE sight oF 4 nOw...buT i dOnt mInd iF iTs B4 noT 4 marKs..No wAY...wEll bUT whAt cOmfOrtIng iS thAt thaT iS likE whAt aLmoSt evEry one haD,,sO hmm..i knoW thAt i aM nOt aLone..aRrgh...PaPers wEll..dId a LittLE bEttEr tHan eXpEcted..did nOt gEt singLe digit...i gottEn DoubLe...HorrAy foR me !! but wEll...stiLL KinDa bAd...buT yeAh i aT leASt wiN FiQa, shannen aNd AngEla..haha...noW lEft PhysICs hOpe tHAT physIcs i cAn gEt bEttEr thAn thEm..wahaa...
AmaTh paPer 1 aNd 2....oK ConsIder my LousY maTh sTanDarD..Its a wOnder thAt i cAn gEt aT leAst bEttEr thAn a singLE diGit...bUt wAs rAther sAd cAuse aGain..tHEre aRe lOtS oF cArelEss MistaKE...aRrgh....iS thEre a tiME whEn i wOnt bE CareLEss iN mY cAcUlatIons....arrgh...thIs iS sO fUstrAting...
fOr i ChaNge i sHall tAlk about whAt i haVe paSs...yEAh GeogrAphy...yeAh..i paSs...waS reAlly reAlly oVer thE mooN whEn i sAw mY GeOgrAphy paPer...Hope thAt SoCiaL stuDieS i cAn Pass...whIch iS umm..a littLE iMpoSsibLE cOnsIdering the faCt tHAt foR eSsay whIch cAme oUt tHe pRoteStANt And cathOliC anD ahh...StupiD mE whEn to stUDy thE SRi laNka ConfLict..hOw mUch stupider cAn oNe gEt..Well whEn i sAw sEctioN A oF mY gEoGraPhy paPer, i thought thIs tiMe i reAlly died...mAp reaDing i gottEn zEro...Ooo...guEss iTs my sEctiOn B eSsay thAT sAve mE...i gOttEn 20/25...* clap clap * Ok i tHink i diD prEtty fine fOr thAt...sO hopE thAt SociAl stuDIEs wOnt pull mE dOwn intO thE drAin...
hmm...dECided tO gO fOr oUr vEry laSt dAnce PerfOrmaNCe whIch iS aT juRong eaSt EntErtaInmeNt cEntRe nExt fRidAy...HesiTated iN thE beginniNG aS wed,thur,fri wAs oUr IntEnsiVe ChiNese fOR our O leVel cHineSe whIch iS oN mOndAy 29 maY itSelF...bUt yupp...dEcIded to gO aFter mIss Lai sAy thAt wE woUld bE dOing teSt pApers aND thAn given aNsWer or somethIng liKE thAt...aNd shE sAy thAt usUally PeoPle would nOt gEt A1 sO eaSily foR tHE jUne PaPers...UnleSs yOu aRe thOse china pEoplE..caUse thEy Pro...tHE moSt fOR uS iS liKE A2...sO hmm...Kelly alSo sAy thAt whEn yOu taKe thE novEmbEr pAper you wiLL at leASt sCore oNe grAde Higher...sO hmm...CAn i dOnt take thE june pAper anD tAke tHE NoveMber Paper iNstEad..Ahh...
LuCkily i did nOt gIve up wHiCh i NearlY aLmoSt did..wEll..i guEss i aM fAr tOO emO thIs dAys...Ahh...buT He iS thE oNly oNe wHo cOuld maKe mE have ExtRemE MooD sWing....emo emo emo....He mAkes mE seeM sO deSperAte...Arrgh...
Ok i KindA mAd aT sOmeOne...EnOugh sAid...sHall not ElabOrate...
Happy/sad/angry/me?
