1.5.06
I am sO soRrY Yi Lin...I am reAlly sO sOrrY...I am SucH a faiLure whEN it cOMes To thINgS lIke thIS...i gUess i aM jUSt sO coNfuSed...sOmetImes i jUSt wiSh thAt he reAds mY blOG..sOmetImes reAlly....cAuse HEre iS tHE pLAce whEre i peN doWn my deePest thOughts aND feeLings..wHIch sOmetImes i dont teLL hIm..bUT thAn if hE reAds...Hmm...i woNder whAt tHE outcOme woUld bE nOw....Yi Lin..i reAlly wISh tO fuFill yOur dReaM bUt i aM jUst sO daMn scAre..dont aSk me wHateVer i aM scAre fOR...cAuse i mYselF alSo dont kNW...gUEss i hAve My feeLings aLL mIX uP...Ahh..i reAlly StArt To haVe dOubts iN mYseLF...wHEn peOple make tHE firSt MoVe i quicKly aVoid aND rUn awAy frOm it...tHan peOple go i thAn staRt tO chAse...stuPid dumb dumb...aNywAy Yi Lin..You wiLL fOReveR bE mY beStiE...YOU rawKx giRl...thAnks fOR liStenIng tO mY stuPid nOnseNSe aNd All...gUess No oTher peoPle cAn eVer wIn YOu caUSe yOu wiLL fOrevEr bE thE beSt..No oNe wiLL repLacE YouR pLAce As Mi beStiE de...i reAlly wiSH i haVe nOt sAy tHe tHings i haD sAid toDay..reFLectIng bAck..i gUess iM jUSt oNe stuPid giRl whO iS sO stuPID tiLL sOmetIMEs i dont eVen kNow whAt i aM sAying...thEre iS jUSt sO maNy otHEr faCtoR tHAt aRe stOppIng me...gUess like yOu, Yi Lin, i alSo PitY hIm a liTTle..to haVe kNown suCh a goNg PersOn PLus stUpID giRl lIKe mE whO caRes sO mUCh about thE otHEr faCtoRs...haIZ...Yi Lin..AAhh... pLeASe prAy fOR me tHAT i woNt fORgEt aNd scOld hIm agAin...vEry vEry dE scAre tHAt One dAy hE mIght jUSt gEt tirEd aNd sick aND angrY tHAn dont tAlk tO ME....Ok weLL i shAll trY mY vErY beSt tO reMembEr ok...
Yi Lin rawKX oN YA... THANK YOU sO mUCh fOr everythIng aNd thAnks foR helpIng mE...reAlly aPprecIAte it...tHaNks fOr beIng thEre dUring mY roUgh mOmeNts wHEn oThers aIn't....ThaNk yOu fOR ListEniNg tO mE aNd helping mE..SorrY tO maKE yOu stAy tILL sO late...Now ITs 12 pLus..If nOt ME yOu wOuld HavE alreaDy gOne tO sleeP...Ahh... jUSt wAnna sAy oNE lASt tIme THANK YOU...LovE Ya lOTs baBe...MuacKs Muacks muacKs.....remeMbEr tHE mSn thIngy...wahha...
i aM so soRry i dIsapPOint You tIme aND agAIn..bUT i reAlly jUSt dOnt haVe tHE gUtS..i aM scAre...GivE me tHE coUragE aNd strEngTh PluS wiLL...stOP me frOm scOLding You plEase cAUse i reALLy donT meAn it...evErytime i aM saD You alwAys briNgs mE lauGhter..aND wHen i aM happY yOu maKEs ME evEn mOrE hapPier...I dO Not kNow wHEthEr yOu kNow hOW mUCh yOu HAve brIghtEn Up mY life oR nOt..bUt yA..You cAn reALLy maKE mY dAy bY coming oVer aNd sAying a sImple hi tO mE..Its bEen nicE kNowiNg yOu aNd sUCh....I gUEss My bLog sOng CraIg dAvId de UnbeLieVablE sOrt oF deScrIBe On What Is My feeLings Now...blah ~~~~
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