2.5.06
Oh woAh i cAnt beLieve i sUrvIve witHout mY Hp fOR mOre tHAn 6 Hrs...BlaH~~ actUally i was beIng fOrce tO...Cause tHEy sAy iF wE brIng Our hp tHey wiLL cOnfisCiated It sO hmm...sO Me bEing suCh a guAi kIa diD nOt brIng mY hP tO scHooL...aNd wAh...I jUSt feeL sO fuNnY wiThout iT..gUEss i dePend oN mY hP tOO Much aLreaDy..My ScieNce PractICal eXam cOnfiRm faiLing mArk...diE dIE ...i dOn't kNow hOw tO dO tHE cHEmIstrY PrActiCal...ConfiRm diE dIe....teSt tHe gAs thiNgy alSo uSe tHe wRong MeThod...cOnfiRm gOne cAse ..sAYing byE-bYe tO haVing a pAssinG MArk fOr cOmbIne sCieNces..cAuse iF fAiL cHemIstrY paSs physIcs wHaT Use wOuld It Be...cAuSe eND uP wiLL fAil aS lOng aS One You HAve One OF thEm fAil Unless weLL i gEt sUperD ResUlt fOr My PhyIscs wHich iS liKe sO hIghly UnliKely ...aS usuAl thE kukU me CouLD Not eVen uNDerstAnd whAt tHE qUestioN iS taLking abOut..At fiRst i dId Not eVen gO aND cUt thE pAper ThiNking tHAt iT haS alReaDy beeN cUt tO sIZe..tHanKfully tHe teaCher tHEre cOme Over aND teLL me tHAt i aM suPPosed tO vUt tHE Paper MyseLf aS tHE pAper gIven thEre iS ot cUt accOrdiNg tO ITs siZe..dumb dumb....tHAnk gOd tHAt teAcher tOld mE..Or eLSe PhySicS alSo sUre die...Now i sEe a littLe liGht iN mY phYsIcs...hOpefuLLy i cAn pAss bA...HopefuLLy...
wEnt KFC eAt afTer tHE PracTicAl exAms..oH goSh i jUSt remeMbEr i LEft tHe remAindinG 15 ceNts at tHe trAy tHere...Ok wHAtevEr...its onLy 15 ceNTs...wEnt fOr tHE chEapo $3.95 meAl wHich iS tHE cUt CoUpOn OneS...oK Ok wE aRe cHeaPo...bUt Hey we aIn't bIG eatErs..So cHEapo Ones wILL dO fOr US...WeLL actuAlly tHE portIon nOt sAy verY smAll stiLL ManagEbLe anD abLE tO maKe mE fuLL aT leAst....wHEn CraZy thEre...wAs liKe bitcHing aLL kinDs of GossiPs tHEre..Played Lots of cHildish gAmes ...yeAh i aM stRonger tHAn FiQa wahha....bUt weAker thAn FiZa..hmm...cAuse we wEre likE plaYiNg thOse Arm wRestling gAme tHEre..GirlS stYle lAh...tHOse gentle geNtLe tYPe One..hahax...yA lAh...i knOW yOu mUSt be tHinkiNg wAh...a buncH seC 4s..Playing liKE tHAt...wHAtever...IT wAs dAMn fUn k..wAs laugHiNg liKe mAd liKe thAt...tHink I looK like a craZy laDy wHo Just cAme Out of MentaL HosPitaL cAuse i wAs liKe LaUghIng Non-stOp...LAugH tiLL mY cHeeKs dAmn tIred...* rubs her cheek * NeXt weNt 7-11...i jUSt cAnt reSist tHE teMptAtion tO gO buY choCos wHen i aM iNSide tHere....sO wHee ~~ i boUght mYselF cHocOs tO keeP me HIGH aftEr One dAY Of sAdneSs...Kinder cOme oUt wiTH tHose Mini sIZe cHocos...sO cUte..hehe...sO yupp...i bOught it LOL....4 smAll littlE mini twiny bars fOr $1.15...PriceY ?/?..no lAh....cAUSe it taSte YummY !! i aM sO In lOve wiTh iTs pacKaging...sO cutie...cAuse Its LiKe sO smAll...Arrgh...iN lOve WitH mY cHocOS...
wEnt hOme dePressIon moDe stArted agAin....i neArly weNt bOgUs ...wAh...cAnnot staNd It aNymOre...sO Yup PrefEr sitting dOwn....cOmplaIn tO besTie...aSk hEr wHAt i sHOuld dO aND suCh...haIZ.......iTs liKe sO harD beFore i aM reAlly cOnvInced tHAt yA tHis iS whAt i wAnted ...thAn nOw...* bing bing pang pang * cAn YoU heAr mY heaRt breAk...whAtevEr i doubt You cAn...Ahh...i doNt knOW whAt tO dO nExt...i reAlly dOnt kNow...beStie aFter yOu leFt He came aND taLK tO mE..LOL..he wAs gaMing beFore thAt nO woNder HE neVer rePly me...weLL nOw he stOP gAming aNd sO wE sTaRted taLkIng agAin...liKE whAt he sAy actUaLLy i aLso vEry sCare tO LOSe hIm like hOw he iS afRaid tO LosE mE like tHAt ..haIZ...deN whAt blAh bLah bLah ~~ hE sAid sOmetHing tHAt reAllY maKE mE reFlect oN whY we aRe behaving liKE thAt toDay..HE aSk mE wHy toDay wE aRe likE suddeNly sO diStaNt frOm eAch OthER...iT maKEs mE reAlly wOnder tOo..toDay The wAy wE taLk tHE wAy wE preSent oursElf iS lIke wAy wAy diFfereNt fRom our pErsOnialiTy...whAtevEr we sAY toDay iS like beIng so carEfuL aFraiD tHAt wE mIght huRt thE othEr thRough oUr woRds..i guEss espEciaLLy me tHE wAy i beHave iS Like sO diFfeRent...cAuse wHEnevEr hE sAy thOse ahEm woRds...i wiLL asK him dOnt tHink tOo mUCh eTc eTc...whICh ya i dOnt NormAlly dO tHAt...i dOnt kNow why i aM beHaving In suCh a wAy...haIZ.....wAhh....i reAlly cAnnot staNd iT....thInk The reAsOn wHy toDay i aM vErY caRefUl wiTh My worDs cAuse i reALly reALly aFraId thAt OncE agaIn i mIght hurT hIS feeLing ...now i thiNk i haVe at leAst brIng bAck a littLE of HIs cOnfiDencE...sO yupp i dOnt wAnt tHAt InciDent tO rePeAt ItsElf aGaIn...haIZ....he aSk mE dont liKE tHAt aND jUSt beHave Like hOw wE USe tO beHave....Ok i wiLL trY...i wiLL tRy bUt i aM vErY aFraiD....i aM afRaID tHe thougHT oF giVing uP IS cOmiNg baCk oNce More aND....agAin...grAnt mI tHE strEngtH tO contiNue oN....
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