14.5.06
Mood Check : NuttyArrgh...thIs iS juSt sO nuttY...wOnder whAt haD gOne wRong wiTh thAt tHis dAys...aLL oF a sUddeN hE seeMS tO 'cAre' sO mUCh abOut uS..aND oF coURse iN a neGatiVe wAy tOo thAts oF coUrsE oUr pOinT oF vIew maYbe HE thInkS thAt bY dOing thIs iT wOulD hElp aND dO Us goOD whICh umm..I pOsitIveLy thInk hE doEsn't...Ok eNough oF craP mUst sAve tiMe cauSe i aM bLoggiNg secRetly wHilE dAd iS sleeping...
ArrgH...i wAs liKe sO freAking aNgrY yEsterdAy...SorRy...caUSe dAd whEn craZy...aNd hE wAs likE iF yOu aRe nOt dOinG yOur HomewOrk oN tHE cOm gO oFfLinE nOw gO stUDy gO dO yOu woRk...thAn i wAs liKE wth...i Just wEnt OnLine lEss tHAN 1 Hr..Ok whAtevEr sO whEn oFfLine...i wAs sO sad...bUt whAt cAn i dO hE iS mY dad...
TodAy.. OncE hE cOme hOme hE wHEn nuttY agAIn...aND wHEn hE beHaves Nutty i tOO beCome Nutty..oK whAtever...i was oNliNE lEss thAn 30 mIns aND oNce hE cOme hOme hE wHen FreaKing craZy rePeating thE samE wORds hE sAid YEsterdaY....wth...whAts wRonG with dad...i wAnt mY oLd dad baCk...bY dOing thIs it woUld oNly strAin oUr relAtionsHip aNd maKe mE aND sis dreAd seeIng aND hEariNg yOur vOice cAuse whEnever wE see You thIs dAys wHEnever You are hOme You woUld sAy gO aND stuDy gO aNd blah blah blah...wth...When wE aRe studyiNg You aRe sleePing etc etc....i waNna haVe my Old daddy baCk...
i wOnder whAts wRong wiTh dad...hAIZ...dad..PleaSe waKe Up....STOP !! StOp PossessInG mY daDdy...oR iS mY daddY a Change mAn nOw ??? OK iF thAts thE caSe..i wOnder wHich baddiE BraiN -wASh mY daddy....Arrgh....Or iS iT...HE iS trYing hIs VEry beSt nOW tO mAke uP fOR whAtevEr Lost...hmm....oK weLL maYbe i shouLD gO aNd studY bY tHAn agAin...dad iS slEeping hOw iS hE suppoSed tO see Me stuDyinG anD iF he wAke Up i woUld probarly have FinISh mY stuDyinG aND wAnts tO use thE cOm aND thAn hE woUld thInk thAt i haVe not beeN studying aND staRt hiS craZiness agAin....Arrgh...MaybE hE dO nOt KnoW tHE rigHt wAy tO sHow hIS caRe aNd cOncerN fOr uS...oR maYBe...
SO sorry PEopLe if i sUddeNly offLine wIthOut sAYing bYe thAn yA mOSt probarLy mY dAd iS beSide mE rePeatIng thOSe nutty woRds agAIn...SorrY agAin.... =( hug daddy hug daddy
DoNT kNow wHy RecentLy i aM gettIng mORe aNd mORe emo....gAve hIm a teSt wEll tHE oNEs lIke yOu USe liKe aSKing How yOu woUld dEscrIBe mE etc...GavE hIm 6 ChoICes aSk hIm tO uSe oNe tO dEscriBe mE aNd yA eaCh oF thE cHoiCes haS a mEanINg to iT...fOR eXampLE....moon iS thE oNe You mIss....Sky tHE oNE yOu wiLL sHAre your ProbleMS with...SanD thE oNE yOu woNt cAre fOR...Snow thE one yOu LovE mOSt...Road tHE oNE you haTe....WatEr Your RivaL...aND Ahh...HE cHooSe...As yOu cAN guEss SNow...aND i Was like Ahh...GoiNG dAmn cRaZy....LucKily HE dID nOt cHooSe roAd oR i mIght have jUSt killEd hIm...Ahh.....i wAs lIke GoIng freAking craZy at thAt mOmenT..nEarly criEd...tOO eMo i gUEss....KinDa ShOCk aND yupp...MAybE HappY..hmm...iTs liKe HittIng On thE jAckpoT ??? CauSe PreviOusly wHen sOmeOne gaVe mE thIs teSt...i thInk i rePlied moon oR sKy..cAnt reMembEr bUt nOt sNow haha...so i wAs Ahh....gOing craZy...hmm....3 mORe mOntHs i shAll wAit....how i WiSh tiMe woUld jUSt gO faSter...
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