4.5.06
Mood ChecK : DePressingly sAd
haiZ...WonDer wHAt haD gOttEn iNto mY brAin More stuPidnEss i gUEss..I NEvEr sEem tO bE abLE tO reMembEr aLL those faCts.....SociAl stUDieS haiZ...dOnt kNow whAt tO sAy abOut myseLf...StUpiD me wEnt aNd tHE srI lankA InsteaD oF tHE pRotesTant aND caThoLic ...ThaN eNd uP it CoMinG The ProTesTant One In wHicH i nEvEr eVen gO aNd lEarn...STUPID !!...ThIs tIme i sUrely dIE...GuEss tHis gottEn bE mY sHortEst EssAy i haVe eVer wRittEn ...iF i cAn EvEn gEt 3 moRe mArks Or mORe...I wiLL lAugh mY tOEs Off.. blaH~~ mY oNly hOpe nOw iS MySBQ hOpe ThAt iT wiLL Be abLE tO sAvE mE fRom faiLing...dOnt kNow whY aLL mY paPErs i seeM tO nOt haVe enOugH tIme tO fInisH it ...IS it beCause i wrIte tOO slOw oR iS it beCause mY brAin haS beCome More stUpid aND nEeD More tIme to tHink...blah ~~~ fOR EmaTh PAper...peoPle sAy tHAt iT iS reLatIvely easY HowEver aS fOR Me...sUre dIE ....eVen eaSy qUesTioNS i dont EvEn kNow hOw tO do....aRrgH...wHAt haS beCome oF me...aRrgh... whY lIke tHAt...ArrgH...
wEnt tO weSt coAst mAc tO stuDy wif Jer aNd reNFa toDay...haIZ...wAsn't iN thE mooD tO stuDy...dONt kNow wHy..tHis tiME mIDs i dO nOt haVe aNy sEnse oF feAr fOR it...i sUper hate iT whEn i dOnt feeL scAre cAuse whEn iT hapPEns i wiLL sUrelY fAil vEry baDly..*gasps* sOmeOne pLS maKE me feEl sCare...i wAs like reAding mY litEratUre booK aT suCh a sLow sLow speeD tHAt i woNder whAt have i leaRn aND dOne todAy..i feLt aS if i dOne nO revIsion ..i wAs sO dAmn sLow...at nIgHt wiLL Be haVing mY aMatH tUtion...hOpe iT wiLL dO me gOOd..bUT i tHink i wILL stILL bE faiLing it iN tHE eNd..bUt deN aGain i shAll tRy mY beSt ...
tHIs fEw dAys dOnt kNow wHAt haS haPPen tO The bOth OF uS ..now It iS like i aM tHE OnlY oNe wHo Is dOIng aLL tHE talKing...haIZ..dOnt kNow wHAt wiLL happEn iF oNe dAy iF hE cOme tO fInd oUt About my blOg...oK maYbe i aLso seCreTly wiSh tHAt cAuse aLL mY feeLings aboUt whAt happEn tHaT dAy iS aLL wrIttEN doWn hEre...bUt tHAn agAin iF HE eVer sEes It i wiLL feeL a littLE emBarraSseD.....haIZ..he aSk fOR mY blOg aDd..Did nOt wAnt tO giVe hIm..caUSe fOR some ceRtAin reAson bA....i aM sCare latEr yOu see my bLog wiLL bE umm..Dont kNow laH bUt haIZ...i reAlly reAlly wAnt tO conceNTrate oN My stuDies..i reAlly wAnt tO...thAt tiME i teLL yOu THaT i wAnt tO ConcEntRaTe oN mY stuDies aND yOu sAid tHAt i wAs uSing thAt aS aN eXcUSe....i aM nOt USinG tHAt aS aN eXcUSe reAlly ...haIZ...whEn yOu sAy i aM uSing tHAt aS An exCuse i wAs liKe dAmn sAd cAn....bUt i tHInk maYbe iTs beCauSe Of tHis, wE gOt a liTtLE strAin..i dOnt kNow...arrrgH...nOt iN tHE rigHt frAme oF mY mInd...whY cAnt You bE tHE oNe whO iS maKing Me happY nOw ..i aM aLreaDy sO vEry strEss tHAn yOu sOmeMore beHAve iN thIs wAy...aHH...wHy lIke tHAt...
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hOw cOme ThIngs alWaYs happEn iN suCh a mannEr...wHy mUSt iT bE alWays wHen i aM angrY...thAn yOu wiLL cOme aNd cOmforT mE aNd cHEer mE uP... blAh ~~~ sO nOW we aRe oK...LOL...i dOnt kNow who iS tHE One wHo gIve iN ..bUt i tHink ITs hIm...hah..aT fIRst hE iS tHE oNE wHo iS aNgry wif me....tHAn eNd uP i angRy wIth Him..tAlk tO hIm hE aLso rePly shOrt Short...untiL i aM vEry fUStraTed aND angry...sO yup i cHAnge mY nicK...aIya...HE knOw remEmbEr cAn aLReaDY..tHAn he quIckly cOme aNd taLk tO me lOl...tAHn yUp FollOW hIs MethOd... KeeP rePlying You sAy leH...You sAy lEh...tHAn hE Heart Pain..haha...aSk me dOnt Like tHAt...hahA...sO cUte aND Sweet.....Ok whAtevEr....shAll stOp hEre lE...blAh dAd iS naggIng..hmm...
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