25.4.06
shoUld i lEt thingS gO oR hOld oNtO iT...sOmetImes i juSt wOnder...whY muSt thIngs happEn thIs wAy...He iS alwAys tHEre whEn i neEded hIm ...alwAys thEre cheerIng me up...GoSh...whAt shOuld i dO...woUld it bE beTter iF i teLL thE tRutH oR sHould i cONtiNuE lYing tO mYselF...i dOnt kNow...ALL i kNow iS thAt i wAnt a happy eNdIng...How i wiSh i could jUSt diSaPpeaR fRom thIs suRfaCe oF thE eaRth..i Am iN a DileMma NOw...i dO nOt KnoW hOw tO solVe thE Problem..Or MaybE iT iSn'T mEnD tO bE sOlve iN tHe fiRst plAce...i Do kNow hOW tO faCe hIm..ArrgH...
Exams aRe cOmiNg...i should Be fOcUs..sHould bE..bUt i aiN't aT aLL...i donT kNoW whY bUt i jUSt nOt iN thE riGht mIndset foR eXamS...daMn...i sUre faiL toDay's teSt...dAmn...tUtoR gO tHrouGh triGo witH mE bUt Ahh...dId nOt gO aNd stUDy tHe bearrings etC...Not evEn a sInglE wee biT..dId nOt evEn glaNCe at iT...aND Ahh.. 12 out oF 20 mArk beLonGs tO bearrIngs...byE bYe tO a pAssIng graDe fOR mE..i wiLL staRt cOuntiNg frOm 7 marKS aND bEloW...nO matHS foCus toDay aNd iT feeLS sO fuNNy tO gO hoMe sO earlY...AnD yA tHis iS thE giRl wHo cOmplAins oN hOW sHE iS unAble tO gO hOme eArly aNd nOw whEn sHe haS thE chAnce tO gO hOme eArlY sHE CompLAin tOo....DiffiCult tO pLEaSe...cAuse iTs liKe umm...A lOng tIme siNCe i wEnt hOme earLy wiThouT haVing lEssOn aNd suCh...yeAh FOURSOME rocK...We roCk wE roCk You stOne..haha...iTs bEen liKE agEs siNCe wE weNt hOme togetHEr..XUe Li sAy thAt iTs oUr seCond tIMe thIS yeAr..I was liKE wOah...thE fIRst oNe wAs liKe dAmn lONg tiME agO...Weet`` i juSt sO lOVE tHE feeLing oF goIng hOme toGetHEr wItH thEm....aT leASt wE gEt tO sAy BYE tO eaCh otHEr..i kNOw thAts duMb...sAying bYe alSo happY but hEy a bYE meAns a lOT tO mE yA...Its bEen agEs siNCe wE reAli sAy bYE tO eaCh otHer...hmm....i lOVe toDay buS driver * lOVE LOVE * evEn thOugh sOme OtHErs whO aRe iN a ruSh hatEs hiM...i kNow SoME DisLikE tHIs BuS drIver caUSe thEre is thiS aH ma aNd aH gOng whO gaVe HiM thOSe pIsSed oFf faCe...
oK tHIs is whAt haPPen iN thE bUS...
1. BoarD 51 i tHinK...frOm sCh duh !
2. taLk craP witH xUe Li oN tHE bUS aND asKing hEr fOR soMe adVice abOuT cerTain ThiNGs....
3. ReaCh oUr hOUse buS stOp bUt thAN aiYA foRgOt prEss beLL..
4. Ah gOng staND at tHE dOOr (did Not press beLL ) pIssed wHEn bUS driver NEver stOp..
5. BuS dRiver sAw aH gOng bUt nEver stoP caUSe hE sAy aH goNg nevEr Press beLL.. ( bUt i kNow thAT thE bUS drIver sAw aH gOng aND kNow thAt aH goNg wAnts tO stOp bUT hE diD nOt stoP...The dRivEr wAS liKE sO uMM...hmm...IF nOt fOR xUE Li aND mE taLKing crAp i wiLL suRely bE dAmn pISsed oFf tOO )
6. eND uP stoPpIng aT thE CoMMuniTy CEntRe bUS stOp..
7. waLK baCk taLK mORe craPs.. ( mOre tiME tO boNd tHAts whY i aM happY )
8. sAy bYE aND oFf i heaD hOme..
laMe rIgHt...like thAT alSo happY buT hEy littLE thIngs lIKe tHIS maKEs mE happY.....lalala`` i Am a hAppY giRl....Oh GoSh LAst mOntH biLL cAMe aND dAmn mY SMs eXceeD bY 100 pLus..i wAs liKE dAmn...i donT wAnna pAy...i haVe nO moNey i aM bOke....stiLL haVe tO gO bUY soMe oTHEr ppL pResEnt...cAuse i foRgOt tO buY iT lASt wEek...pRay thAt i woUld reMember oN sAt....haIZ...i aLso eXceedeD mY given OutGoinG caLL.... donT kNW whY i wiLL exCeeD...iS iT i taLk tOO mUCh oN tHE pHone ? Hmm....cAnnot reMembEr...haIZ...i aM sO afRaiD thAt oNE dAY mY parEntS mIght jUSt cOme aND chEck oN mE oN mY blOG...cAuse mOm asK mE foR mINe blOG add aNd i wAs liKE oH-oH...i aM In foR sHit thIs tiME...cAuSe dAd wAs liKE sUSpEcting umm...sOMetHIng gOIng oN...aNd yA...nOthIng iS goIng oN anYwAy....sO yupp i toLD thE tRuth hEy iTs thE trUTh ok i aM beIng hOnest...nOthIng iS goIng oN...bUT i reAlly donT wAnt thEm tO cOme aND see mY blOg...ImagIne yOur owN pareNts reaDing yOur diarY ANd hOW yOU blOg oR pEn aboUt yOur dAily life aND suCh..hmm..i jUSt haTe tHE thOught oF iT...iTs jUSt sO freAkY...i donT mINd oTHers reaDing aboUt mY daiLy liFe bUT PARENTS...NONO...thIS blOg iS oNLy fOr aGe 25 aND beLow..tHis bLgo S spEciaL yA..hAve age limiT...so yupp if yOu aRe agE 25 aND abOVe pLs gEt oUT...brrr``...LaMe...aHH...i hOpe mY paRents woUld nEver fInd mY blOg whIch iS liKe sO highly UnlikEly cAUse thEy mIGht haVe aLreAdy kNown mY blOg add aND cOuLD bE jUSt teStiNg ME...hmm..aRrgH...i doNT wAnt thEm tO coMe HERE....haIZ...
One dAy maYbe one dAy thEy miGht juSt cOme sINCe evEn Sister frIendS evEn knOW oF mY blOG whAt MoRe cAN bE iMpoSsiBle ....buT yupp sIster frIenDs thEy Pro...Link Link Link alSo cAn cOme tO mY blOG...wahaa....MUM aND DAD...plEase...iF yOu aRe reAdinG thIS pLeaSe dOnt reAd anYmORe...gIVe me soMe priVacY PLeasE...Its FreaKy to kNoW if yOu aRe reAding mY blOg...buT hOpe iTs jUSt thAt i aM Over - seNStive aND thAt mY mUm iS jUSt aSking CauSally siNCe whEn my mUM aSk that tiME sisTer wAs taLkiNg abOuit how hEr frIends fOunD mY blOg ..so yA hOpe My mUm iS jUSt aSking fOR fUn i hoPe i hOpe.....
i dO nOt wAnt tO gO oVerSeAs...i wAnt tO staY iN sINgapORe...i aM WeiRd....peOple Usually wAnt tO gO ovErseAs buT i donT wAnt thiS tiMe...evEry yeaR gO 2 tiMEs..gO sO mANy tiMe...ya i kNow i sHouLd lEarN to bE happY witH mY liFe aND reAlisE hOw fOrtuNAte i aM...bUt thAn thIS yeAr JuNe wiLL bE a bUSY mOntH foR mE....cAuse ThEre wiLL suRely bE lOts of extrA lesSon...maYbe cAmps aND toNs oF WOrksHeet aNd AssigNmnEt whIch is a confirM thIng...sO iF gO OversEas wHEre gOt tiME tO dO aLL thIS thIngs....haiZ...
i thInK thaT dAnce iS sort oF iN a mEss Now..wHose whO whAt aNd How ???? haIZ....whAtevEr iT iS i jUSt wiSh thAt dAnce wiLL bE thEre tiLL goD kNoWs whEn....wE mUSt maKE suRe wE coNtiNUe tHE dAnce sPiRit fOR wE aRe thE beSt.....( -_^)/
"If I Let You Go"
[Shane:]
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
[Mark:]
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
[All (Shane lead):]
And once again
I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
[All:]But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go?
[Bryan:]
Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart
[Shane:]
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?
[Shane:]If I let you go ooooh baby Ooooooooohhhhh
[Bryan:]
Once again I'm thinking about
[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
([Mark:] close to me)Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah) How will I know
([Bryan:] if I let you go?) But if I let you go I will never know
([Mark:] oh baby) Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah) How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?
Ps. tHink You wOuld NotICe thAt tHis dAys i bLog in ProPer eNgliSh eVen tHouGh thEre Are stiLL sOme brOken engLisH in iT, i stiLL tRy mY beSt tO blOg aS proPer aS poSsiBle..cAuse LooKIng baCk aT aLL tHe PrevioUS poSt..i gUess My eNgliSh hAve dEpRove Lots wiTh aLL thE lAh lOh..whAtEver sing-eNgliSh...It jUSt sO
`FOURSOME RAWKX
Weeteng, XueLi,Me,HuiYing * MuaCks Love thEm lOTs <3*
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