30.4.06
DarN..I am feeLing sO boRed At HomE i fEeL as thOugH i bEen lOCked uP iN thIs littLE Home oF mIne...i aM soRrY JEr...MuM donT lEt mE oUT oF tHE hoUSe...thInk sHE IS aFraId thAt lAter i mAy sNEak oUT tO sHoP oR SometHiNg lIKE tHAt...i aM dAmn pISsed..haIZ...toLD HEr thAt i aM gOing Out tO stuDy tHAn sHE sAiD iF thAts tHE caSe You stuDy aT home...sO BlAH~~~ sHE iS mY mUm aND sHE haS tHE lASt sAy...oK whAtevEr sO enD uP stuDyiNg aT hOme whIch donT reALLy hElp iN thE fIRst plAce cAUse tA-dA yOu wiLL fiNd mE iN fRont oF mY cOm..sO yA iT dOnt hElp mUcH staYing At hOme...bUT iF i aM oUtsiDe...It woULd haVe bEen diffEreNt though i maY geT diStraCted a littLE hEre aNd thEre WitH aLL thE nOise aroUnd mE..bUT wEll aT leaSt i aM abLE tO gEt sOme woRk dOne..bUT aT hOme haIZ..teMptatiOn iS fAr tOO strOng faR mOre strOnger thAn stUdyIng outsIde i sHouLD sAy..witH tHE cOm aRound...tsk tsk..I sHoulD leaRn tO coNtRol mYselF a littlE....ExAms Is around thE cOrnEr... iTs staRting oN tUEsDay...aND wEll....i aM stiLL Not iN tHE mooD Yet...wHy ? i dont kNoW...i aM jUSt sO nOt foUCs...Ahh....Lord pleASE maKE mE mOre fOUCs...i Need thE streNgth anD thE wiLL tO keeP mE foUCs...All oF A suDdeN i jUST feeL sO sO afRaID...aFraId oF faiLing aND suCh..bUt tHAn tHE feeLing oF beIng aFraId did nOt reAlly hElp mE mUCh iN staYing foCus...Ahh...haIZ...
hAiZ..thIs iS suCh a cOmpliCated world...whAt iS hapPeniNg tO daNCe...whAt iS haPpeNing...whY iS tHings tUrniNg oUT thE wAY iT iS nOW ??? Why ?? i reAlly hOpe aLL thIs mEss cOuld bE settLE reAl sOOn...i wAnna sEe dAnce aS a plAce wHEre wE daNCe oUr heaRts oUt...aND nOt a plaCe whEre we thrOw aLL oUr NoNseNSe oUt..haiZ...aHH...
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