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AnD yA i kIndA miSS thEm...BPGH i meAn...i miSs watChing thEir bAsKetbAll matCheS i miSS watChiNg thEm plAy...Ahh.. i miSs thEm...guEss thOSe wEre mY happIest MoMent...caUSe thAt iS thE tiME whEre i woUld gO CRAZY...yeS C.R.A.Z.Y...haha..Ok coPy thIs piCture frOm sHengYu frIendster....creDit hIm fOr thAt...aND oH woAh hE iS juSt sO dAmn cHarmIng...haha....Wu Zhong rOck...Ahh... i aM miSsIng tHe tiMEs wHEre i bE liKE ruShing aFter SchOol taKing cAb there...loaDed at thAt tiME woAh..but aiYa...FOR THEM....pAy mOre fOr tAxI faRe alSo nevErmInd...i wOuld bE lIke sO anXiOus fOr sChooL tO eNd aNd oNCe bEll riNg i woUld fLy oUt of scHool tO taKE cAb gO tHEre...moSt oF tHE tiMe thOugh i woUld miSs thE fiRst 15 miNs caUSe thEir maTCh moSt iF tHE tiME staRts At 2.15... bUt reMeMbriNg thE raRe fEw tiMEs i wAs tHEre eArly aNd gEt tO caTch a fEw glImpEs oF thEm waRmIng uP...Ahh..i miSs thEm...shucKs...cAnnot GO inTo thE shAwn-inG mOod agAin....bUt Ahh..i reAlly dO miSs thEm loadS...reMembEr tHE tiMe whEn i wAs So dAmn hAppy wHen i tooK pHoto witH shAwn aND hOw i mAke mOre friEndS thAt wAy...hOW i wEnt gaga oVer hIm witH sOme oF tHE otHer fanS etC....aND yA hOw i wEnt gaga OvEr JiAntIng aNd gaNg....wahaha..tHan iF thEy loSe mAtch wIll bE UnhaPpy....aND whEn thEy aRe Unhappy i wOuld nOt bE happy....stiLL reMeMbEr tHE tIme wHen i talK tO shAwn aND hOW hE rePlieD me..LOL....stiLL reMEmbEr hoW me aND YiLin DiD stuPid thIngs liKe meAsuring oUr heIght agAinSt thEiRs ???? @_@ whICh umm...oF cOurSe i sHortEr tHan thEm bY at leAst 30 cM ???? hAhA...i reAlly mISs thOse dAys..thOse shOrt tiME iS tHE loVeliEst MemoRy i hAd thIs yeAr...aT leAst iT giVeS me thE mOtiVatiOn tO cOmPletE tHE dAy...fOR me nOw mY motivAtiOn iS tO gO hOme fAce CoM oR taLk tO thEm...cAuSe cAnt sEe thEm...siAn
ThEy haVe alReAdy bEen oUt oF thE nAtioNalS sO thEy wOnt hAVe anYmoRe mAtcHeS...sO nO moRe chAnce tO sEE thEm...haIZ...muSt wAit tiLL neXt yeAr tO catCh thEm..but i doUbt he wiLL gO see hiS juNioR's maTCh...sO tHe lAst mAtch thAt i sAw thEm wAs oN 27 fEbUrarY...wHiCh iS thE oNe thEy pLay agAinst YuAn cHing...oNe oF The bEst maTChEs plAyeD...whICh iS tHe oNe i eNjoyEd MoSt Too..reAson beIng iS thAt i gOt tO sEE mY PriMarY scHooL beStiE....tHEy RawKX mY WorLd...i mISs Them LoadS...i Sort oF reGreT nOt bEing aBle tO Go sEE thEir NatIonaLs maTch...bUt wHAt tO dO gottEn loTs oF foCuS tO maKe me fOCUs wHICh dIDn't SeeMs tO hElp me caUse i stiLL nOt vEry foCuS...oK whAtevEr...haIZ....i gOttEn buCk uP nOW...cAnnot sLaCk AnyMorE...but tHan haIZ...it juSt SeeMs sO diffIcUlt tO AccOmpliSh thIS...aLmoSt lIKe MIssIon ImpOssibLe fOr Me aND yEt nO mAttEr whAt i diE diE aLso mUSt mAke it PossIbLE..sOmetImes i fEel i aM fiGhtIng a LosIng bAttLe..haIZ..* smaCk * JIAMIN wAke uP yOu hAve tO jiA yOu nOw..No. mOre dreAmy dReAmy lAnd fOr yOu..Or eLSe...yOu cAn stoP thInkiNg aboUt yOur As fOr your O ...4 More WeeKs tO gO...ChiNEse O lEvEl Is cOming aNd i cAn fEeL thAt i aM dYinG...sOon i sUppOsed...oK i gOttEn mug mug mug...lEarN thIs word fRom ShAwn...diAo...mUst SwItcH mOde tO eXaM mOod...bUt AnywAy hAVe tO thAnk FiQa fOR tELLing me abOut thEir maTch...oR eLse i doubt i woUld eVen kNow it...aNd thAt i wiLL nOt hAVe sO mUch oF beAutiFul mEmOriEs...oR eVen gEt tO knOw sO mAny oF sHAwn fAns...JiantiNg fAns...etC etC...wAhha....thosE aRe tHe tiMEs i wiLL treAsure aNd it wiLL bE etChEd iN mY miNd for As loNg aS i liVe.... MemoRiEs thAt i cErtAinly woUld nOt fOrgEt...
siAn...tOMOrroW sPorTs dAy...haFVetO dO SC duty...haIZ...i reAlly donT fEel lIke dOinG... buT cAnt back oUt cAuSe wE SC donT haVe mUCh pEopLe lEft....sOmeMore So mAny oF thEm rUnnIng aND nOw wE onLy haVe a PathEtiC amOunt of pEopLe LEft...aND yA... So iT wOuld sEems thAt i aM irrEsPonSibLe iF i eVer dO thAt...buT oN thE otHEr hAnd.. i reAlly wAnt tO enjoy thE whOle sPortS dAy eVent witH mY frIends aS thIs iS mY laSt yeAr...reAlly wAnna biTch aND taLk roT witH tHem bUT iF i hAVe duty tHan i cAnt dO aLL thIs tHings....haIZ...sAd...cAuse i find thAt thE foUr oF uS thE reLatiONshIp nOt sAy vEry gOod...tHan iF wE aRe ablE tO sit dOwn tHe foUr of uS tO taLk toGetHer thAn hOw grEat It woUld bE...haIZ..bUT nOw cAnt...haIZ...sOmetImes i juSt dOnt kNow wHo tO trUSt...i aM afRaiD So aFrAid oF beIng beTraYed oR hAvIng thE oNes i loVe beIng tAken awAy fRom Me...wE aRe driFting aPart sO quiCkly thAt wE dId nOt eVeN reAliSe iT..oR iS it thAt We haVe tAke oUr fRieNDship For grAnted??? i dOnt kNow...
oH nO i aM gEttIng fAt...indulge mYselF witH loTs oF cHocoS toDay...cAuse cHocoS maKEs me happY AnD hiGh...happY happY 711 is hAviNg thE 2 for $2 cHocos sAle agAin..haPPY happY...one iS tHE cRunchie aNd another oNe i fOrgOt...caUSe iS a nEw pRodUCt...bUt tHE oTher oNe blUe wrAppIng iS reAlly niCe...niCer thAn crunChie...trUst mY taSte buDs woNt yOu...In toTal i ate 3 baRs oF cHocOs...Ahh...fatfat...i knOw yOur reaCtiOn whEn reAding thIs muSt bE oH woAh...thIS girL cAn reAlly eAt...wahaa...but nah...i aM nOt going tO caRe aS loNg aS i aM happY...bUT seriOuSlY i gottEn buRn oF thOSe fats thAt i hAVe gAin toDay...i bEt thAt iF i wAs thRoWn iN a PooL oF cHoCoS iNSteAd oF bEen dRown iN iT...i woUld hAVe eAtEn aNd sWaLLow thEm aLL Up aND sUrviVe...aHh...i KnoW its So SinfUL tO haVe eAtEn So mUCh buT wAh..i cAnt reSist thOse nICe ChoCos thAt iS teMptIng Me...sO i gottEn eAt All oF thEm uP fOr bEing So baD As tO teMpt mE aND tHan bUrn aLL Of thOse fAts lateR On...PrAyiNg reAl harD thAt toMoRrow thEy wiLL bE abLe tO fINd rePlacemEnt oF eLse i deAd fOr sUre ...cAuse if thEy cAnt fiNd i haVe tO ruN..than if i rUn thEy sUre loSe..cAuSe i vEry scAre tO run iN front of So mAny pEopLe...i haVe runniNg trAck pHobiA...i wiLL fEel sO PresSurisE thAn eND uP cAnnot rUn wEll...aNd i aM sO scAre thAt i wiLL fAll oR whatEVer...haiYA... kk...dUoT tiK tOO mUCH...
LoveLy memoRies thAt wiLL fOreVer be iN mY miNd....
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