21.3.06
HeArD a reAllY saD neWs toDaY..Arggh...ain'T iN mY beSt oF mooD toDaY...ArrgH..whY muSt all thIs baD thIngS beFaLL oNtO uS.. WhY ??? ArrgH... beNeaTh thE hAppY faCe oF miNe i wAs actuAlly fEeLing veRy upSet toDaY...thIngs happEn sO sO faSt thAt i cAnt catCh uP le...fRom jiE tO deAr anD dEn nO taLK...wth..iM feelIng sO strEss uP caN...sAd toDaY nO taLk mucH cauSe he abIT sAd thAt thE faCt...umm.....haIz...dUn sAy le...nOw meSsagiNg hIm...he aiN't iN a gooD mooD...i Do noT knOw thE reAsoN whY buT i cAn senSe somEthIng iS juSt sO wronG.....SmsinG hIm i cAn reaLLy feeL teaRs sweLLing iN mY eyEs...i DuN kNoW whY buT thE teArs kEeP oN seeMs liKe itS fiLLinG evEn moRe aNd moRe aS eaCh minUTe paSs...AniWay wE enD oUr taLK le...juSt wiTh a sNap oF finGer..i keeP oN reflEct baCk oN whAt i coUlD haF doNe tO savAge thE situAtioN..aNd ahh...i feeL liKe cryIng agAin..iT iS juSt sO Ahhh.....i DuN knOw whAt tO sAy...iTs juSt sO harD to holD baCk mY teaRs......
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WtF....thAts whAt i feeL likE scolDing noW...boX hiS stuPid faCe ah...maKe mI crY foR notHing onLy..wAh siAn..thoUght hE sAy he wAnt eNd thE friEndsHip wah dEn i sO sAd lE cAn...dEn i sEnd messAge tO sAy liKE gooD byE niCe tO knoW hiM etC...dEn heCk hE retuRn msg sAy all thE whiLe he diD noT meAn thAt..he meAn enD....ahEm......Ahh....i wAnnA boX hiS faCe.....maKe mI sO saD onLy...Ahhh....Ahh....* BOX BOX * haIZ...noW oK lE...wAhh....maKe mI baD mooD thE whOle dAy onLy...i guEss hE reAli meAn alOt to mI lAh..hOpe hE dUn sEe thIs poSt oR elSe hE ki SiAo agAin....caUSe wHen i sAd he sURe wiLL chEer mI uP mAke mI happY de.....alwAys entertAin mI aND taLk RoT...wAh..yOu cAn see ThE conTrasT betwEen thE fiRst aNd secoNd paRagraPh...cauSe itS WrittEn whilLe iM messAgiNg hIm aT thE sAme time mA...lol...anD haiZ..thEy loSt tO serAnGooN garDens toDay...bY uMm..aLot i shLd sAy...haIZ...i bEttEr dUn sAy scOre hEre ba..iN caSe laTer hE sAw dEn angRy Wif mI agAiN dEn i dIe lE..yOu wAn knOw yOu aSk mI loh...UrrgH..suDdEnly i fEel a LoaD of buDdEn beIng liftEd...feEl a liTtLe strEss fRee noW..maYbe caUse thE whole dAy i wAs liKE thiNking aboUt Him..yeS thAt stuPid hIm whO maKE mI sO woRriEd aNd sAd....Ahh....BuT umm..thEre iS stiLL loTs of thIngs boTheriNg mI noW...all i gottEn sAy iS tO treAsuRe thOse loVe oNes aroUnd us beCauSe yOu woUld never kNow whEn yOu woUld lOse thEm anD foR aLL i knOw iM verY afraId tO see ThAt dAy coMinG..haIZ k lAh..no tiMe liAo...goTtEn do mY LiT le...oR elSe i nO neEd tO slEep le......ciAo...
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