3.3.06
HaIz..todAy gOttEn baCk ouR mAths reSult...iTs wAs hOrriBle teRriblE pluS a liTtlE veGetabLe...haiZ..pAss mI eMaTh..bUt dEn only paSs bY a Pathetic oNe maRk...stuPid stuPid !!! bUT ya..wAs hAppY tAt i scOre bEttEr thAn 5 fOr AmaTh..My heArt wAs lIke puMpinG sO faSt cAn wHen waItinG fOr mY tuRn thAt tiMe bUT oF couRse nOt aS fAst aS whEn i sEe hIm lAh...duH !!!! AmaTh faiLed bY 2 marKS daMn paThetiC cAn...HaiZ...kiNda sAd wiF Mi resuLt toDaY..thOugh ya DiD a liTtlE bEttEr thAn expECTEd lah..but dEn stiLL louSy ma.... * sob *Mi de chEm teSt nO hopE le...wiLL be fAiliNg thAt stupiD tesT agAin...caUSe i dUn eVen kNOw hOw tO dO AlSo lEh..haiZ..wth..Dun CaRe lE..aT leAst i kNow thIS tiMe shOuld bE a liTtlE bEttEr thAn thAt tiME le...Hope So laH...MoN dEn wiLL bE gEttiNg baCk oUr eNg teSt..HopE i HaF nOt dOne sO baDly Loh....HopeFullY....
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sIStA whEn fOR hEr NPCC caMp toDay...Oh iM goTtEn bE aloNe ..so saD..bUT wEll At leAst i gOttEn mY beD wiF mi..wahhaa...iM evIL...bUT dEn i WiLL bE boRed tO deaTh loH..caUse tHErE wIll bE No oNe to fiGht wiF mI le...LOL...TmR wAke Up tHAt tiME i will Be liKe aLL aloNE nO onE tO diStuRb Mi etc...wEll iM feEling it nOw lIao..gotTen diE of boreRom SooN..So i GotTen roT iN fRont oF mY cOm...i miSs mY gAn mEi hOpe sHe onlIne sOon sO thAt i cAn rOT wiF hEr...iM suPer boRed nOw wiF nO oNE TalKing To mI..i cAn juSt dIe lEh...i lUv tAlKing bUt i cAn tOo bE quiTe at tiMes...i LuV mY sisTa....We raWkx !!! XD
AniwAy i luV AlaNis MoriSsette sonGs..tHey arE O so meaNingfUl...faMilar nAme ba...thIs is thE singEr of tHE soNg IroniC whiCh mIss tAng toLd Us abOtu toDaY de Loh...bUT dEn i haVe a sOng hEre cAlled FatE stAy wiTh mE whiCh i thInk iS mOre meaNinGfUl For mE...
[ Chorus ]
Oh, please
Fate stay with me, and guide me alone my way
There has been so many problems
So please stay, please, stay
Fate stay with me, will you help me on my way
Will you end my troubles
Will you please stay, please.....
I wanted money and hope and
A dream to carry me forever
This is all the hope i got left
Help me to get it together, now
I can sing or act or dance but i still won't get far
Unless you help me please to be a big star
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i don't want to be a queen, no
Or a princess with all my jewels, oh
If you could guide me
And you could just help me
but don't go too far, i just want to be a star
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Yes guide me
Forever guide me
Will you stay with me and guide me along the way
If i succeed because of you, fate my friend
I'll be so happy
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meaningful song right...haiZ...k lah gotten go liao...mi super tired...gan mei still haf nt cum online yet..cant waiT le..fEel liKE sleepinG now..so kudos...
Happy/sad/angry/me?
