6.3.06
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GoTtEn tO kNow mY eMath aNd aMaTh ovErAll lE...AlSo liKE sAi liKe thAt...50 fOR emAth..a pAthetiC pAss For me..NevErtHElesS wAs stIll a liTtle hAppY cAuse i pAss ma..bUt amAth...cAnnot jian ren ah...goTten onLy 39 marKs..cAn yOu imAgiNe thAt 39 out oF 100...39...hell...didN't exPect mYselF to gEt sO loW..thOught tHAt at leaSt cAn haF abOut 40 plUs marKs nearIng 50 ba...GueSs i mUst havE oVer-eStimAteD mY oWn abiLitiEs le ba...hAiZ...
bTw..i HAve deCideD tO gO fOR tHE meDiacOrp thIngy..jUSt cAnt resIst THe temPtatIon...sO catCh Me oN tV dUring May i tHink..wahaaa...hOPe i sTiLL cAn CopE wiTh my stUDies AfTer tHAt...GOd BlEss Me... <3
[[ Lord direCt mE tO thE riGht paTh aND i prAy thAt i wIll Not strAy.. ]]
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