20.3.06

AHH..i fEel liKe kiLLinG hIm noW thAt sTupiD guY chEat mY feeLings...Ahhh....BoX hiS faCe...stuPiD guY....thOughT hE angRy wiF mI dEn hE nO dE...dEn aSk HiM whY hE sAy mI inSensItiVe DeN hE sAy caUSe hE piSseD dEn hE anyHow sAy De...sTupiD lAh...eVeN moRe wAn tO boX hiS faCe...maKE mI worrIed aNd sAd onLy thOugHt thAt whAt haD happEn...stupiD...AHHHH...dUn knW whY but i haF juSt thIs urgE tO keEp scoLdinG hIm stuPid...maYbe cAuSe hE haD maDe mI fEeL sO stuPid..but noW i SupEr scAre oF hIm lEh..wEe tEng shOulD kNow whY..haIZ...hE maKe a reAllY gooD freN cloSe oNe...buT tOo cloSe lE i AlSo verY scaRe leh..Ahhh..StarS hAf bEen wiF mI lateLy buT haIZ....iT juSt sEem tO hAppEn toO faSt lE... AnD AHHH..hAf i bEen seNdinG thE wroNg signAls tO hIm...Ahhh..FeeL liKE banGinG mI heAd agAinSt tHe wAll lEh...aHHh....i DunnOe whAt i shOUld do....iM strEss uP noW...
AnD boY waSn'T i So pRouD oF mySelF tOday....beComIng a pRo sooN lE...copY duN knW hoW maNy setS oF hK toDay leH..sO noW aLL doNe le..wahhaa..iM happY buT yeS i kNw i caNt maKe thIs a haBit oR elSe exaMS i cAn forGet abT mY paSs lE...nOw suPer tiRed lE..cauSe yTd i chiong mI enG tiLL 3 aNd dEn siAn diAo shE nevEr coMe aND nEveR coLLecT maKE mI ruSh foR noThiNg..Ahhh..vEry tiRed nOw lE...
AnD wAh the chAnnEl 5 shOw sO yoU thInk YoU cAn dAnCe thAT shOw daMn niCe tO wAtCh lEh...tHe wAy tHEy daNCe woAh....gooD gooD de...
HowiWishiWasStillAlittleGirlSoThatiNeedNot
WorriedAboutAllTheStressEtc....Wouldn'tLife
BeSoMuchEasierIfOnLyiAmJustSurroundedBy
MyLittleDollsInsteadOfHomework...
Happy/sad/angry/me?