25.2.06
Wahhh.toDay aT laSt i wEnt swiMMinG le..afTer dUn kNOw hOw loNg..cAuSe i wAs tOO laZy tO gO sWimmIng fOr thE pAst FeW wEEks loh..FElt reAli grEat aftEr thE sWim..sO loNG nEvEr sWim sO harD le..My muScLe AlSo gOTtEn tuRn inTo fAts sOOn sO i Cant lEt thiS hAppeN sO wEnt swImmIng...YEaH mY tAn coMinG bAck sOon AlSo..aFtEr sO loNg nEvEr swIm mY sKiN AlSo gEttIng fAirer le...UrrgH..When i Am fAir i LooK wierd thoUgh..thInk bronZe skIn suiTed mi bEttEr...toDay sWim wAs rAther toUgh fOr mi bUT stIll i eNjoYed it..LonG tIme no sWim fEel thAt My staMinA AlSo beCome loUsy le..no strEngTh at aLL tO puLl mysElf foRwarD whEn we aRe dOIng tHE kiCk anD puLL thinGy and i waS liKE dyIng tHEre..Fat fAt noW le...GottEn prOmiSe MyseLf tO gO swImmiNg mOre oFtEn caUSe My HAnD muSclE noW gOttEn bE flAbbY sOon afTer loNg tiMe no traIning.bUT luckiLy hAf nOt lAh cOS stIll gOt duRing dAnce trAin oUr fRont fLip All thOSe niD hAnd muSclE osO ma..So nOt sO fAst tuRn flaBby bUT muSt preVent ma...HiaZ..coaCh stILl hAf nOt stArtEd on Our liFe saVing couRse..Sad..AniwAy whEn i THere..i fEel reAlly fUnnY loH...cAuse Mi AnD mY sisrA wAs liKe thE moSt senioR thEre lol..oTherS all hAf nOt comPletE thEir golD waN...All oTherS sMAll kiDs ma..cOS ouR swImmiNg tiMe sHoulD hAf bEen proMoteD tO 6 liAo..wHErE All thOSe leArninG liFe sAviNG coUrse dE teEnagerS tHere.But dEn dAddY dUn wAnna chAnge oUR tiMing cOS he thiNKs thAT 6 tOo lAte le..bY tHE tIme swIm finiSh is 7..bAth finiSh is 7.40 liKE thAt le..dEn dInner finiSh dun kNow wHAt tiME le..sO lAte sO he dUN wAn..So enDed up nOW sTill 5 lOh...dEn liKe abIT pAi sEh cOS mI And siStA thE olDeSt tHEre..dEn ouR coAch iS liKE aSkinG thoSe smAll kiDs to chAlleNge uS cOS wE arE thEir so callEd ' idolS ' cOS wE sWim fAstEr dEn thEm ma..lol....So reAlly sTreSs loH wEn cHanllEngE thEm cOs iF wE loSe Will lIke vErY pAi Seh wAn..HaiZ...sO eVeryTime Mi aNd siStA wIll bA liKE chong ah..CAUSe dUn wAnnA loSe fAce ma..lol...
ReAllY lOOk fORwArd tO lEarnINg liFe sAviNG loh...So tHAt neXt tIme wHEn gOT peopLe goiNg droWn ( choY ) thAn i cAn gO saVe thE perSon loH...But tHink beFore i saVe thE perSon wILl aLreAdy dRown le..cAuse i SupEr loUSy swiMmer laH..thoUgh gOT goLd liAo lAh bUT is brEeZe thRough One lOh..AiYa...AniWay i sTArTed reVisinG fOR mY mAthS cA liAo..surPrIse ba..haha..caUSe i reAli wAnna See a PAss afTer So maNy tiMEs fAil liaO..Hope tHAt afTer stuDyinG wOnt Get So loUSy a mArkS loH or elSe i wIll sUPer diScouRage oNe.. * prayiNg reAl hArd tO pAss boTh emaTHS aND aMAthS papEr * cAuse iF i dId nOt stuDy i Will Not gEt So uPseT bUt iF i stuDy i StiLl fAil i Will SupeR uPSet oNe..Den i Will sTaRt gIf Up HopE on That suBject oNe...HaiZ...thIS tiMe i muSt pAss BoTh paPEr..cAuse My CA marKS alreaDy veRi ugLy le wiF oNE subjEct fAil and Thats F&N loH...HAiZ..dAddy stIll dUn kNW abT it..sTill dUn dAre to teLl..mUmmY kNow le...lucKilY sHE nEvEr sAy anYthiNg..iF dAddY kNoW..i sURe wiLl Be grOunded By nOW aND wOnt bE here uSinG cOm le..sO iM GoiNG tO mAke uSe OF whAteveR pReciouS TimE i HAf nOW beFore iM grOundeD...HiAz...HoPE My ChiNEse CA paPEr Will PAss lEh..cAusE i ThiNk iT iS nOT reAli thAt diFfiCult loH bUt i cAnnoT bE oVer coNfiDeNt cAuSe whEnevEr i sAy i Will pAss i eND uP fAil So thIS tiME i gOttEn bE humBle thIS tiME......
NExT wEek iS juSt gOTtEn bE a nervE crAckiNg weeK fOR mI...CAuSe SurEly wIll taKe baCk cHem paPer aNd suRelY it WiLL Be A BIg FaT ZeRO TheRE ANd She SurE WIlL WaNNa TalK TO Mi WaN So I REaLLY not forWarD to taKing it baCk..oH yA..pHysicS retEst nExt wEek...goTtEn stuDy tOo..thIS tiME i mAke suRe i muSt gEt a pAss lE..Or ElSe boTh scIence aLl dIE..Den i finiSh le..cAuSe no sCieNce For mI...HaIZ...ChiNEse paPer AlSO nExt WeEk tAke bAck.....dEN teSt eMAths aND aMAthS CA paPer..dEn eNg pAper..urrGh !!! So maNy sURe caN dIE leh..urrgh !!!! FeEl sO sCarE....
wAs liKe thINkiNg thRough iF wAnna Go poLy riTe muSt tAke L1 R5 iF iM nOt wRong..oR aM i..AiyA dU cAre lAh..thInk iS L1 R5 so jUS preteND it iS lah...iF i wAn dEn eNG is fOR suRe L1 so gone is one SubjEct...dEn whAt aBOut tHE oTHEr 5..wHAt shOuld i taKe...ScieNCe nO hoPE de..cAnnot taKe liAO...ChiNEse mAybe...Lit muSt tAKe cAuse aT leAst muSt oNE humAnitIEs..GeogRaphY anD SociAl sTuDieS tAkinG alSo cAuse i DoNt hAvE muCh sUBjecT ma..emAths..MaYbe taKing sO i muSt wORk hArd le...AmaTHs no Hope So nOt tAking...urrgh wAt iS tHE lAst sUBjecT..Oh yA..F&N..muSt tAke le..cAuse nO oTHer choiCe lE ma..cAuse i No MorE suBjeCtS lEft liAo..HAiZ..HoW Am i GottEn gO anYwhEre If iM nOT GettIng gOOd resUlt for aLL thIS sUbjEctS i wAnna tAke tO go poLy???
HaiZ..tMR iS alSO Josh BdAe pArtY le..HaiZ..sAd thAt i cAnt Go lEh...hAIZ..sTill HAF nOT sEe jOSh beFore..ShaWn loTs oF tiME liAo So nEvEr See Him NevEr Mind But Josh..Ahh..HAiZ..hOpe To See Him SomE DaY thoUgh...hoPE nExT tiME thEy oRgAniSe eVeNT AgAin nO nID pAy moNey oNe So thAt i CaN gO eVeN iF hAf hOpe noT So Ex lAh...oR ElSe i SurE cAnt Go LiAo..hAiZ...iM So poOr nOW...BuT i WAnnA sHop ShoP lEh...
HAiZ....onLy lAh..i SHouLD nOt sTand HEre wAitinG For thINgs tO haPPen nOW...i MuSt mAke Sure I mAke thiNgs haPpen..So nOW i gOTtEn siGn oFf TO GO Do mY hOmeWork le..eNuf oF tAlkIng For mI nOW..i ShouLD Go tAke sOme acTion Too...XD
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