4.2.06


WeNt 2 viSiTing mS jI aT hEr hSe 2dAy..hEr hSe niceY leh..loTx of beauTifUL dEco thEre..OutSidE hSe looK plAin insiDe e hSe looK sO fAbuLouS..aniWaY agaIn eAt loTx of baK kUa..cAnt reSisT mySelf coS suPer HunGry mA...nV eAt LunCh ma tAts y so hUngRy ...watcH lotx oF tV at Ms Ji hSe..so niCey e shOw..aFtEr tAt waTch i nT stuPid toO e mAking..so nicEy ...in luV wiF JoshuA eveN more le..wakkaaa...He so SuaI can..but iN e I maG..he Soo gAy but Who CaReS he so suAi loH...keke..sUai suAi..e WaY he aCt..wahh damN niCe k...n taT coLin he BaD lah still DuN wAn giF mi JoShuA frienDstEr thinGy..GrrgH !! hE wan mI 2 bEg hIm dEn can loh..so bad...i gOtteN woRk harD 2 fiNd joShua friEndsTeR..bUt deN dUn knw y mY frieNdstEr liKe siaO siAo one sOmeTimEs cAn go in somRtiMes canNt loh..so sAd !!!
SeE e i Nt stuPid onE so funnY...lAsT timE thEy so kiddY loh..nW all so suai..ok ok..im soooooo sooooo soooo soooooo obSesS wIf thEm liaO..waKkaA.....
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WeNt NgeE Ann..it WaS so toTally disorGaniSe can !! evEythiNg is liKe so meSsy didn't evEn knw whEre 2 go lol..Grrgh !! waN 2 tAke theiR pampletS thEy saY they nOt enUf.. @$%@% y like taT loH..Nv prInt enUf in e FirSt plAceok i kNw le..neXt tiMe caNNt cuM herE le..bUt dEn hW..i aBit inteReSted in e eArLy childhooD courSe leh..guEss i jus hAf someThinG 2 dO wiF baBiEs..i JuS luV anD adorEd them...WeN im WiF thEm i FeeL moRe aliVe..aNd more liKe mySelF..I dO nt niD 2 hiDe or DreSs 2 impRess thEm as uR dreSsing wouLd nT mAke muCh senSe To thEm at tAt agE..ItS moRe on How u PreSenT thEir leSson aNd hOw u aRe abLe 2 caTch thEiR attEntiOn....blah blah blah..im Depress this few weeks..life simply sucks...the thought have lit jus make mi feel so depress..
[[ If only i have the power to turn back the clock i would choose not to know you ]]
Happy/sad/angry/me?