Hear the lady roar.

10.1.06

Seeing someone Friendster really sadden and anger me..Guess we were never meant to be..You tried to put us together but than..Two people with Two different Characters cant and never will be happY..Guess its all my fault.i shouldn't have given you that false hope not even that tiny tiny one.its been more than 6 more le i guess.and yes i can Proudly say that im adapting well and i guess you are too.i guess it was all my fault.i should not have even message you right from the beginning..i shouldn't even have talk to you..i really shouldn't.

And yeS..for all you know.i Trust my friends more than i trust you because i know..one day when you are out, they would yeS i know they would be there always for me supporting me whereas i know you won't cause by than it would have been gone long gone.And i can say i didn't regret making the choice you say and you blame me for not trusting you but what have You done to my Trust ? You only betray it.you didn't treasure it. And with that i don't even think you deserve it. You lied.yeS you did.you think that i didn't know.but you are dead dead wrong.i knew but than i kept quiet hoping that yeS one day the day you would change to stop lying to yourself and me.but the day did not came.i feel that there is just no point of the friendship or anything else.i Avoided you.cause i did not want you to get hurt or give you any false hope.cause i never really have any feelings than.you ask and i did not answer hoping that you would understand but than again, i was wrong.you never really did.. You needed the extreme before You did. and yes TRUTH hurts reality bites.i wanted you to get back to reality as much as i wanted to.You hurt me too much that i really wish you were never there and that i never even knew You.i kept quiet all this while and i guess we did have a fair share of memories ba.but than i just cant seems to remember so i guess there was more hurt than happiness.all i can seems to remeber is that I HATE YOU. thats all.. Funny as it seems, we never really did talk though we only comunicate through sms. i didn't really know about you neither do you really know about me.

I heard but i TrusT all my friends and i believe you just not the One the One whom i wanted. Cause i really just hate your ATTITUDE ok.i hate cry babies.but i guess its time we should all GU ( grow up ) le..you cheated me.and i wanted it to be all gone.i hate you backstab.cause its you who wanted it to end that way. It was you first.you are the one say said it first.Maybe just maybe it is just all in my mind.maybe you aren't really talking about me.i don't know.Only you do.i know sometimes im just overly sensitive and sometimes i know my words really hurt but i guess only through this that we would learn to grow.Haiz..why am i craping about the past again.

Let it be forgotten ba. And never to let it be retold again..

Memories waiting to be forgotten..

Happy/sad/angry/me?